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:: blind stupidity, my foot! ::i blog because i like sharing this small percentage of my life with others. i blog because i like writing. but i did not blog to receive judgemental brickbats from people who doesnt know me at all. of course, i should see this coming. there will be people who are just out to annoy you in this blogging world.its either sooner or later. but, did my writings offend you in one way or another? cause that wasnt my intention. but i guess, i did. and you in turn felt obligated to offend me. did my experience of being in real love offended you so much till you had to leave me that hurtful message? i am sorry that i fell in love with a man blindly and stupidly. as how you, anon, put it. if you had left me your name, i would be able to apologise to you for causing me pain/anger/hurt or whatever that you felt that strongly motivated you to leave me that message. you had me guessing....but only for a second. my point is, you, anon, you act as if you've known me all my life. you act as if you are the expertise of love and life. have you really found the perfect love in life. well if you had, good. God gave each and everyone of us a fair share of life. be it perfect or not. and i dont see that being engaged simply means getting a life and pointless. it means getting to know a person better. anon, love is not perfect. it seems to you that my fiance is a 'blind stupidity'. but well with his negative traits, i love him even more. you are a nobody to me. dont do that to people. that isn't nice. if you are really brave to call me blind and comment things about my fiance, please do have that bravery to put your name down too. so anon, i've said my piece. you may want to reply. feel free. yours sincerely, suhaini
the
goddess
left
her kiss
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Saturday, July 30, 2005..
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:: busy ::
I told you so. cher-se.
I've been super duper busy that I am lack of sleep. Lack of love. And lack of patience.
This are kind of feelings that I've been bringing home each time I come back from
school. So not good.
but anyway, as you know me peeps, when i'm stressed, i'll shop (as usual)
and so i grabbed my hands on this (with that pathetic 0.4+$200 bonus)
good.cheap and compact.
the
goddess
left
her kiss
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005..
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:: happy birthday to hazwan ::
as it explained, we went to celebrate hazwan's birthday at the orchid country
club.
As it was our first time there we were jakun-ified by the awesome place. besar
nak mampus, we nearly lost our way there. so ya we gave the sate-s that we had
already fetched and we started to jalan-2 around while waiting for the
celebration
to start.
from yours truly:
may all your wishes come true! love ya!
p.s: i love you too, baby!
the
goddess
left
her kiss
on
Sunday, July 17, 2005..
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:: FALLIN' IN LOVE ::
As I'm writing this entry, this very question continues to linger in people's
minds. " How do I know that I've fallen in love?" I'm very sure everyone has their
own definition. Seriously, how do you know that you've fallen in love with someone?
That you can't live without him or her? That her every move and action makes
your day? I always questioned myself on every occassion, and for every occassion, I
had different answers. It's easy to describe the feeling. Nonetheless, here's my
share of the definition of love.
"You know you've fallen in love, when flaws of the person of which usually turns you off, becomes the very things that you adore most."
It's easy to love someone's simple, shaggy, self-less character and all other
positive traits. As there is never one person who's perfect, there will always be
negative traits that come with the positive ones. (And that reminds me of this
charmed man who charmed me each time I took the train to school. He's as charming as
Aaron Aziz (if you find him so) but nevertheless he's impaired) These are certain
traits that are simply god given. And when you start loving this particular negative
traits, telling him that it's ok and nothing needs improving (sincerely), that's
when you know you have truly fallen in love.
I "love"
his discreet fart which always blocks my nose (simply disgusting!)
I "love"
when he argues that bikes are PASSION and spending money is BAD HABIT ( why do u still shop for tail lights den? )
I "love"
when he promised me out but broke it in the end.( pls remind me to get you a planner next time )
I "love"
when he ignores ME during my PMS days ( I need attention )
I "love"
when he just keeps silent after sharing wif him an interesting experience ( am i such a bad story-teller? )
I "love"
when he complains of bein sleepy during our dates but effortlessly stay awake for late nite matches
I "love"
his pemalas-ness and tak-kuasa-ness, (but when you stay with me, siaplah kau nanti)
I love him, Mr PrettyBoy, unconditionally, even if he stops loving me.
the
goddess
left
her kiss
on
Thursday, July 14, 2005..
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:: confessions of a shopholic ::
haha as goes with the title of this entry, guess what i had done late this
noon? ya....i went shopping! i just cant refrain myself from doing it. how to?
but anyway i like... if only i have a santa bag full of money, lagi best!
cant wait for the next pay....
im eyeing on a new digi camera, the topshop heels, the brown MNG top ehmmmmm wat
else ah
....(haha kalau MrPrettyBoy aku dgr, mampos)
well darling, at least im spending on things that can be seen...and this is a flaw
that you have to accept me with, correct or not?
anyhoo, i got this black top from MNG, my ever-so-longing pair of jeans from FOX and
a new belt.
I'm so happy. cant wait to parade them out. hehe
the
goddess
left
her kiss
on
Monday, July 04, 2005..
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:: she will be gone ::
Dear my sis who will be leaving us tonight,
take good care of yourself. you will be in our prayers. just study well and get
yourself a good degree.
Loving you always:
Your 'perangai' cum 'pe'el' cum 'muka masam' cum 'sensitive' 2nd sister
Suhaini Bte Mohd Salleh
the
goddess
left
her kiss
on
Saturday, July 02, 2005..
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her quote
serendipity.
fate may have swept us away through the times.
but sometimes fate has a strange way of bringing us both together.
.t h e goddess.
suhaini.
23 years young.
engaged.
Ahdee!.
nasty when I want to.
retail therapy.
muslim.
non smoker.
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.w i s h i n g for.
belt
$$$$
red pants
black heels
FOX jeans
DKNY handbag
my ideal weight of 50kg
.h e r stories.
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