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STRANGER
everyone's treating me like a stranger....
initially everyone...
even the ones at HOME......
just hate life!!!!!!!!just dont want to stay at home....eyes sore, heart aches....
been cooping in my abatoir for days...doing my own things....silence, peace

ahdee!'s back from reservist... tired and asleep till now..
Why is it that we would only begin to appreciate someone when he is gone? Why is it that we would only begin to see the good side of someone when he is gone? Why not Why do Allah make us this way? I hate to question but sometimes I hate myself for not being appreciative enough.

ehmmm......
life is so miserable....
life's such an agony...
now i realised life is so short....is it one of the signs that world is gonna end??
knowing it is, ive tried to be a new suhaini...
ive tried to put the past behind me...tried to forgive those wrongs done to me....
but....
well...
God knows how i feel now....
desperate for air to breathe....

should take things like they are....
ehmm.....
now there's a reason for me not to change my phone so often...
ehmm....got to go back to work now..chao!



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the goddess left her kiss on Sunday, January 30, 2005..

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ive revived from the dark grave..trying to scorch for this light of happiness...
i did...
even if its a moment...i treasure it...

must be wondering what am i blabbering about..well GOD knows..
anyway i've got a new phone...YEAH! azamku tercapai!..hehe guess rite? a new black N7610 is in my hand now..not nowlah its beside me actually...ilove it so much!! credits to???? who else but myself who's willing to splurge after getting my ers...aiyah! but who cares, i can parade my new high-end phone now....
i likkkeeee..............



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the goddess left her kiss on Wednesday, January 19, 2005..

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...jgn biarkan malamku kesiangan..

i hope i can grow stronger..

The Best Way To Make It Through...
Is to Listen To Your Heart.

In life, we have to make decisions
that aren't easy. We're afraid that
whatever choice we make will upset
someone we love.

It is at these times that we need to stop
and listen to the voice inside us. If we listen
just to the wishes of those around us and ignore
our own feelings, we will not be truly happy.

Listen to what you know is right
and stand by that, because
when you do, you will be happy.




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the goddess left her kiss on Sunday, January 09, 2005..

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AISYAH'S ENGAGEMENT

just came back from aisyah's engagement and also ahdee!'s colleague's engagement too..1/1/2005 haha must be the datelah..so significant..
but anyway wishing you peeps out there a happy 2005 ya! and best wishes to go along wit the year....
2004 has ended and so did the past...the tsunami attack has really saddened me.. how can it happen? and the poor of Indonesia and Sri Lanka, oh my! Kuasa Tuhan eh mana bole kita elakkan..let us all pray for their safety and may they be protected from bigger disasters..
and so....
went to aisyah's hse at 12.. it was raining lebat maut... but lucky me i got my parents to send me there...
bought the pastries at Delifrance and went straight there..
me and my gubah2, i stood in her room for nearly an hour to just finish on gubah-ing her pastries..and there she was busy beautifying herself...haha



when i had finished she was too...and so i made her snap2 pics wit me before i moved off to ahdee!'s colleague's engagement pulak..enjoy them below..

me and the 'bride'


isn't she gorgeous?? untuk pak murad kita...haha...more





enuf of the pics... so salam the mum and everything...
and to share wu this pc of story...aisyah and ahdee! is related....
her grandma is married to ahdee!'s late uncle...hahaha and tu menjadikan aku pangkat makcik kepadanya....haha small worldkan?? and im related to aisyah too...kau dunia kecik seh.....
but anyway school's starting soon, my course, workload that's piling up....
kau! dun wanna think about itlah....agony man.....
gonna watch spore vs myanmar tmr wit ahdee!
ERS is in!!!!




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the goddess left her kiss on Saturday, January 01, 2005..

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 her quote
 serendipity. fate may have swept us away through the times. but sometimes fate has a strange way of bringing us both together.

.t h e goddess.
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