....::u'RE bEAUtiful:...

2007-06-20T08:25:00.000+08:00

heya peeps...im just trying this out...

2005-08-10T18:00:00.000+08:00

:: i've moved::

due to certain circumstances, i've moved.

see you at http://deliqate.multiply.com

ta~ta

2005-08-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

:: these (shoes) are made for walking ::

i have this fetish for shoes. i bought shoes, shoes and more shoes. and i want to buy

more. sorry darling i broke my promise. i couldn't help it. wanna get that kabus-like

mules, the "birken-whatever" sandals (soory babe! i couldnt remember the brandlah)

and that maroon "chinese-look" shoes. wow! that would cost me a new shoe rack

to keep those shoes. baby, get that for my birthday ya!

nice meeting my beautiful babes on friday. reliving those moments. and thank-u

MrVespa for reminding me that i just came out form a GUA. thanks eh!

hope we can get to meet again, given my busy and taxing and hectic schedule telling

me which, for this week lesson, i am suppose to teach my beloved pupils to how

to read and interpret schedules. maybe i should do up my own schedule as a teaching

aid and to tell them that their Miss Su is super-duper busy.

to another of my babe cum cousin, i miss talking to you. we shall meet soon to recky

Bukit Timah Shopping Center ya!

To my wonderful Mr PrettyBoy, thanks for today!

im out

2005-07-30T11:35:00.000+08:00

:: blind stupidity, my foot! ::

i blog because i like sharing this small percentage of my life with others. i blog because i like writing. but i did not blog to receive judgemental brickbats from people who doesnt know me at all.

of course, i should see this coming. there will be people who are just out to annoy you in this blogging world.its either sooner or later.

but, did my writings offend you in one way or another? cause that wasnt my intention. but i guess, i did. and you in turn felt obligated to offend me.

did my experience of being in real love offended you so much till you had to leave me that hurtful message? i am sorry that i fell in love with a man blindly and stupidly. as how you, anon, put it.

if you had left me your name, i would be able to apologise to you for causing me pain/anger/hurt or whatever that you felt that strongly motivated you to leave me that message. you had me guessing....but only for a second.

my point is, you, anon, you act as if you've known me all my life. you act as if you are the expertise of love and life. have you really found the perfect love in life. well if you had, good. God gave each and everyone of us a fair share of life. be it perfect or not. and i dont see that being engaged simply means getting a life and pointless. it means getting to know a person better. anon, love is not perfect. it seems to you that my fiance is a 'blind stupidity'. but well with his negative traits, i love him even more.

you are a nobody to me.

dont do that to people. that isn't nice.

if you are really brave to call me blind and comment things about my fiance, please do have that bravery to put your name down too.

so anon, i've said my piece. you may want to reply. feel free.

yours sincerely,
suhaini

2005-07-27T16:48:00.000+08:00

:: busy ::

I told you so. cher-se.

I've been super duper busy that I am lack of sleep. Lack of love. And lack of patience.

This are kind of feelings that I've been bringing home each time I come back from

school. So not good.

but anyway, as you know me peeps, when i'm stressed, i'll shop (as usual)

and so i grabbed my hands on this (with that pathetic 0.4+$200 bonus)

good.cheap and compact.

2005-07-17T11:08:00.000+08:00

:: happy birthday to hazwan ::

as it explained, we went to celebrate hazwan's birthday at the orchid country

club.

As it was our first time there we were jakun-ified by the awesome place. besar

nak mampus, we nearly lost our way there. so ya we gave the sate-s that we had

already fetched and we started to jalan-2 around while waiting for the

celebration

to start.

from yours truly:

may all your wishes come true! love ya!

p.s: i love you too, baby!

2005-07-14T18:18:00.000+08:00

:: FALLIN' IN LOVE ::

As I'm writing this entry, this very question continues to linger in people's

minds. " How do I know that I've fallen in love?" I'm very sure everyone has their

own definition. Seriously, how do you know that you've fallen in love with someone?

That you can't live without him or her? That her every move and action makes

your day? I always questioned myself on every occassion, and for every occassion, I

had different answers. It's easy to describe the feeling. Nonetheless, here's my

share of the definition of love.

"You know you've fallen in love, when flaws of the person of which usually turns you off, becomes the very things that you adore most."

It's easy to love someone's simple, shaggy, self-less character and all other

positive traits. As there is never one person who's perfect, there will always be

negative traits that come with the positive ones. (And that reminds me of this

charmed man who charmed me each time I took the train to school. He's as charming as

Aaron Aziz (if you find him so) but nevertheless he's impaired) These are certain

traits that are simply god given. And when you start loving this particular negative

traits, telling him that it's ok and nothing needs improving (sincerely), that's

when you know you have truly fallen in love.

I "love"
his discreet fart which always blocks my nose (simply disgusting!)

I "love"
when he argues that bikes are PASSION and spending money is BAD HABIT ( why do u still shop for tail lights den? )

I "love"
when he promised me out but broke it in the end.( pls remind me to get you a planner next time )

I "love"
when he ignores ME during my PMS days ( I need attention )

I "love"
when he just keeps silent after sharing wif him an interesting experience ( am i such a bad story-teller? )

I "love"
when he complains of bein sleepy during our dates but effortlessly stay awake for late nite matches

I "love"
his pemalas-ness and tak-kuasa-ness, (but when you stay with me, siaplah kau nanti)

I love him, Mr PrettyBoy, unconditionally, even if he stops loving me.

2005-07-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

:: confessions of a shopholic ::

haha as goes with the title of this entry, guess what i had done late this

noon? ya....i went shopping! i just cant refrain myself from doing it. how to?

but anyway i like... if only i have a santa bag full of money, lagi best!

cant wait for the next pay....

im eyeing on a new digi camera, the topshop heels, the brown MNG top ehmmmmm wat

else ah

....(haha kalau MrPrettyBoy aku dgr, mampos)

well darling, at least im spending on things that can be seen...and this is a flaw

that you have to accept me with, correct or not?

anyhoo, i got this black top from MNG, my ever-so-longing pair of jeans from FOX and

a new belt.

I'm so happy. cant wait to parade them out. hehe

2005-07-02T10:56:00.000+08:00

:: she will be gone ::

Dear my sis who will be leaving us tonight,

take good care of yourself. you will be in our prayers. just study well and get

yourself a good degree.

Loving you always:
Your 'perangai' cum 'pe'el' cum 'muka masam' cum 'sensitive' 2nd sister
Suhaini Bte Mohd Salleh

2005-06-30T14:54:00.000+08:00

:: Selamat Pengantin Baru ::

i know this is like a bit too late but its ok.

it was a happy moment for the both of them.

too bad couldnt take a pic with them but nevertheless, this is one caught by me

in candid. that explains the reason why i turned the faces that i dun know into

black...hahaha...

so kak ruby, selamat pengantin baru..semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat..

banyak2 buat baby ye....

2005-06-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

:: Teacher Su, Miss Su what? ::

tired. worn out. overwhelmed defines why I had not been updating my entries. Just

three days of school, i've like been dragging myself to teach. the reason why i'm

still holding on is the passion of teaching and meeting my adorable students. sigh.

and now i feel that the passion has gone down to a 60% from a 101%. overwhelmed by

administrative matters, new management system duh! what else do you expect. and so

how do i increase this passion again? i still have 9 more weeks and a term to go.

eat more passion fruits? ehmm. tell me about it.

2005-06-26T02:21:00.000+08:00

:: finally ::

finally i have got to know what i am suppose to teach when school reopens. and yes!

thanks to all the prayers that have been showered upon me so that i would get my

class back had been answered. i so love it. Alhamdulilah! in fact not only i got

my precious darlings back but i will be teaching them my favourite subject too which

is *ART* but of course! and......I will have *NETBALL* as my CCA. isnt that like

triple happiness for me? so syukur..but (there's always a but)emmmmm.... better not

spoil the mood.

(smiling broadly at the monitor screen)

1 day left.

so must make full use of it. ehm what shall i do?

mestilah. itu sudah pasti. a date with mr prettyboy. he has a name tau. do you know

his full name tak? ok.

a date with mahadi. mahadi kassim. mahadi bin mohd kassim. mahadi handsome bin mohd

kassim. mahadi handsome fiance of suhaini bin mohd kassim. mahadi handsome fiance

of suhaini jambu bin mohd kassim. mahadi......

ok stop suhaini. its not even funny!

nite! see ya soon!

2005-06-24T02:05:00.000+08:00

:: an entry really. ::

help.stressed.meeting.saturday.school.open.next week.monday.new class?.

observations.new semester.practicum file.facade.impress.mrs toh.

tired.sleepless.restless.bored.dateless.eat.sleep.fat.die la.su.

lonely.goaded.miss me?.miss us.miss everything.when?.26th June?.ahdee.

humdrum.routine.malas.layouts.blogspot.entries.kaput.soon.really soon.blogging

I'm out.funny ar.

enjoy this.

once.

twice. feeling nak jadi photographer.

thrice. ok2lah.

ok2 jugaklah.

i looked taller thou!

gigi besar seh! tak lawahlah.
but this one. the last one. my favourite.

missed them. my girlfriends.

2005-06-23T16:20:00.000+08:00

yippe yey!

ive done my SOWs a.k.a (scheme of work). its such a chore man!
but im done with it.
now im counting down the days to return to school.
so cepat nak mampos. i simply dunno wat i did for the holidays.
MRT. should it be. makan.tido.rest.

and another reason for being happy,
ive made up my mind on it. yes it will and shall be.
haha!

so Mr PrettyBoy if you are reading tis please provide me a chance to date you. Im bored to death now!cher-se

2005-06-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

so bad....

never did I expected that their service would be so bad.
rude and unfriendly.
ok.
aisyah, soalihah and myself were sourcing out for mak andams for aisyah. went to zulradi bridal. nice clothes and outfits but aisyah wasnt that interested. so went a bit in front to merpati creations and we were like entertaining ourself as nobody was serving us. ok fine. so while waiting to go to versari ade as we had booked an appointment wit hadi at 4, we tot of eating banana fritters at hajah maimunah but then it was closed.
settled wit slurpee frm 7-11. at 4.02pm to be exact, we went to the shop. "aisyah?" a voice of a man called out. Mr Hadi came out in pink wit a red eye on the left. poor thing. we were intimidated at first to go in cos of the way he responded to aisyah on the phone when she called to book for an appointment. but we were wronged. he wasnt as bad as we tot him to be. in fact he was bein nice by explaining to us in details. aisyah showed signs of agreement but sadly she has to wait abg murad die. and so i was playing the goodie jane by not having 2nd thoughts abt RH and kept telling myself that its fine. aisyah was happy.
we went to arab st to enquire I had to pay any extra cost for an extra day and a special request of mak andam. when we reached, there was nobody to entertain us. we stood there for a nearly 3 mins and there this makcik came. so I enquired. to my surprise this makcik barely knows anything and then she had to call out this particular girl whom i think am fated with. asik2 muka die. she was very hostile and wasnt in the mood to serve us. dah lah too, everything has to be forked out. semuanye pakai extra nilah itulah. kau! naik binget seh. seeing her in that kind of manner, i was so pissed off. we went out and started to curse. I tried to calm down by telling the girls that maybe its because we didnt book an appointment wit them. but still!! cher-se!
and so I tot if I would complain to ahdee! it would be much better. but then, you know i knowlah...there goes my day!
mcm malas nak kahwin pulak ngn karenah org mcm ni......hai!

2005-06-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

weddings galore...

wat can i say? its june and of course ppl would want to take this opportunity esp its during the school holidays to get their weddings done. ive been to one. just came back from an engagement. will be going tomorrow for a wedding. having one engagement to attend next saturday. invited to a wedding on the next day. phew! bila nak game. like they say its the season. kalau musim kahwin, kahwinlah org sebanyak mungkin. kalau musim putus, berderet2 org putus. choy!macam2~

if i were to hold my wedding it would sure be during the school holidays. maklumlah che-gu katakan...bila lagilah saya free. anyway its still a long way to go. 16 months to go. man2 lai lah eh....so to iqbal and nas, happy engagement to both of you...semoga berkekalan hingga ke jinjang pelamin. to mamat and kak ruby, selamat pengantin baru. semoga berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu. amin. pictures? waitlah.
cant wait?
click here. its just the 1st wedding ive been.

2005-06-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

dedikasi untuk si dia.........

cahaya cinta menyinar
berkilauanlah selautan kasih
bercahaya
bagaikan butiran permata
seolah-olah terapung
dipermukaannya

daku menjejaki pantai rindu
mengutip kasih yang terdampai
kau merantaikannya satu demi satu
dengan kasih sayang mu
kini menjadi kalungan azimat cinta

walau tidak dibasahi hujan
namun tempiasnya menyegarkan
biarpun rembulan tidak di ribaan
namun cahayanya cukup menerangi bayangan

harumlah cinta duniawi
sewangi kasturi syurgawi
semoga bahagia jadi milik kita
nan abadi selama-lamanya

daku menjejaki pantai rindu
menyaksikan rintihan berlalu
ombak resah yang menghempas diri
hanyutkanlah kedukaan
bawalah jauh daripada bayangan

andai sinar mentari
terlindung di balik redupan awanan
yang berlabuh
singkaplah tirai kasihmu
agar bisa ia menyinarkan cahayanya
untuk kita berdua
......
....
..
.

2005-06-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

ah...nah!

started wit ahdee!'s 25th birthday..

then came the bbq..

then the special olympics..
started the event with our bowling team bagging medals for the school..
it was held at the Pasir Ris Bowl

pupils were marched in to their respective lanes.it was really like the olympics man!. hehehe jakun eh! maklumlah 1st time. the kids took their chances to smile at me.

with the aussie bowlers..
oz!oz!oi..oi..oi!

returned to NUS campus..
bowlers checked in..
and..
..
this was taken on the last day of the event. spot the teachers!

pictures taken while they were waiting patiently for their lunch.

and the moment that me and some of the teachers were waiting for.
PARTYTIME!!
the last nite of the event. we had buffet dinner at suntec conventional ctr. it was the closing ceremony of the special o's. after eating, mr dj played some nice fast beats, and we danced at the dance floor. yes WE! it rocked man! walaupun time tu ngh hingus meleleh pun bole joget2 gak. alah for the kids. the award went to ASYARI for being sporty enough to dance on stage with the rest of the olympians. a picture of him but was covered by his hand. good look? it's above. he's the bowler with the cap.

tired?
but of course.
but then it became worse since the kids didnt want to go to bed and played catching instead. so the teachers had to be the jagas even thou we were dead tired.
happy? i was.

2005-06-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

pictures later..errr..

ive realised..
the person that you should be afraid of is urself..
true thou...

and ive also realised..
people who flaunt their flesh and thinks that its sexy are paranoid, inferior low-esteem people..
and i thank God that i am what i am. i used to ask myself if its wrong being myself. and thanks for that answer, u.

im trying to change.
im trying to see the point that i live for myself not others.

well..
ehmm..
2 days gone. felt terribly bored at home. u see me. i see u. its so sore.

pictures to the bbq with my students will be out in the next entry.
for now.
sleep? maybe.

2005-05-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

i am gonna miss them..

im sure im gonna miss them...
im sure im gonna miss their laughter..
their 'driving me up the wall'..
their corny and crappy jokes..
their whatevers....im just gonna miss them...

2 years..

well..if God answered my prayers we will sure be together...
why?
ok. my p and sp (which stands for principal and supervising principal) has decided to revamp the whole management of my school. and is deploying all the teaching staffs to other areas. which means, i may or may not get a new class with a co-teacher. which means a class in the school will get two form teachers to look after them. and so i will only get to know my own timetable on thursday. please do pray for me so i would get my class back. i really love them so much!!

2 days to holidays!!!

2005-05-08T13:02:00.000+08:00

f*** off (sorry!)

how much you do things for them, its just not appreciated!
name me anywhere, it happens.

people just dont see the good sight of you. to them other people are much better. whatever lah. ive learned to be resentful. stubborn. selfish. why should i bother bt other people when im taken for granted.

just because i'm quiet? just because i dun argue back? just because im young? just because im 2nd in the family? just because i wear tudung? just because im too kind and nice? just because i dun come from a very high-profile or should i say a very happening group? just because of me being me? just wat people???

you think im bad? be with it!
i've had enough

2005-05-01T19:06:00.000+08:00

....bored, borING, GONE..

so bored.
cleaned the cubicle of the kitchen.
watched the encore telecast of Muzika Extravaganza.
steamed the pau buns.
did the laundry.
wat else?
i am so bored now!
gosh. the boredom has been creeping up to my head. thot of going down to ahdee!'s plc cos it's been a long time since i visited his mum. but lazinees overruled me for today. anyway i got a reason. my back's in pain and i cant walk much. occupational hazard i guess.

the thot of being lazy and bored is bad. cos it could lead me to spend unnecessarily. on things that i dont need. well i did on last fri. while waiting for ahdee to finish his briefing, i went to get a pair of shades. whr? from a shop at the EDGE (bugis). doesnt cost me much just $19.10 after discount. well i know i still have that Gucci shades of mine, but aiyah! dunolah.

ehmm....
im bored again.
eat ya! but gotta lose some weight. so no!
shop ya! but gotta save some money. so no!
and so.....
.....
....
...
..
.
do my lesson plans lah!!!! wat else...! duh!
same old sunday for me!

2005-04-23T17:56:00.000+08:00

HAI.......

sigh.......its been like 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13 days since I last wrote my last entry. gosh! what did I do??? anyWay officially my 1st yr of DISE is over. got to know that I passed my TP1!!!yeh! oh ya! did i tell you what happened for my last observation? ok. it was my last and my first surprised observation by my senior teacher. i got everything ready for my class' lessons. everything ready. and shitness. while i was singing Celine Dion's Titanic in L4/7 while them getting ready for the lesson, there she was standing at the door knocking and saying, "Hi! Miss Su, can i see you now?"

I was stunned and of course I blushed. i had nv showed the gila2 side of me to anyone except for my students and my two fav colleagues, linda & selina. so ya! i did not prepare the lesson, just worksheets for them to do. and i had to elaborate that piece of picture for a bloody half an hour. thank goodness L4/7 behaved well that day. and so my senior teacher did not pick on me. she just said that the worksheets could be improved better. but nevertheless I managed the class well. but of course! i sang to them before she came. was that supposed to be good?? haha anyway i passed! nothing's important than that.

balak no 1 dah lepas. so wat's next?

sigh......
life is so unpredictable. in the midst of my busy schedule, this thought came across. however perfect you want your life to be, and however perfect you make it to be, its just wont happen. agree??

ehmm...its just so hard to please people

2005-04-10T13:27:00.000+08:00

THE MEANING THAT LIES BEHIND THE NAME.......

told ya peeps that i will have insomnia.
well i did. yesterday. I could not get to sleep. self-entertained myself by looking out for the meaning of my name. and guess. i found it. the search has finally stopped.

the goddess => SUHAINI

....Although the name Suhaini creates the urge to be both logical and technical, we emphasize that it causes an emotional intensity that is hard to control. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the elimination and nervous system.
Your name of Suhaini has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy.

You are attracted to, and could excel in, the mechanical or technical fields, such as computers. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. You place great importance on whatever you happen to be interested in, and can be quite thorough and detailed in what you are doing, but find it difficult to be consistent.

MAHADI??

...Although the name Mahadi creates the urge to understand others, we emphasize that it causes an emotional intensity that is hard to control. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid and nervous system.
Your name of Mahadi gives you a highly sensitive, idealistic, and intuitive nature.

You could be expressive and creative in the arts, music, or drama and you have a great desire to help others. Since you are not inclined to give due consideration to practical and business matters, you could miss out on reaching a level of financial success appropriate for your efforts and abilities. You feel and sense much that you do not fully understand, and you can be deeply influenced through the thoughts of others without realizing just how you are being affected. You are super-sensitive and intuitive.

so what about your name??
find it and try it out!!!

"What's in YOUR name?"

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2005-04-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

ITs ALL About Time & TIME!!

do you all realise that i have no been updating my entry for quite sometime??
there are reasons to it....

1) im just too busy to blog as, since the start of Term 2, i've just got a new PRINCIPAL and a SUPERVISING PRINCIPAL and that means that there's a lot of new admin things to be done. too too busy till i cry and even talk in my sleep. so bad rite! cher-se

2) my assignments are running due. write-ups to be done. where can i find the time??

tengok tu tak busy aku???

3) i have two more observations to do but anyway one is down. and thats like on last tuesday. but still the TP period will be over soon next friday and that means i have to get ready my TP file soon. meaning i have to complete my IEP's and my evaluations and my detailed lesson plans!!! cher-se

4) i have a stingy sister who doesnt allow me to surf the net. and i cant even finish up my assignments on time thanks to her. but! ive subscribed to MAX online and i can have all of the time to surf the net. anyway it's faster than hers!!!!

5) ahdee!'s mum is sick and was admitted to CGH for treatment. so you know i knowlah... &

6) I'M SICK too!! down with the flu bug. a big bug i guess. cos im still coughing and my body is still aching. ouch!

jadi seperti anak yg solehah, aku merelakan diriku untuk meminum JAMU yg diberi oleh ibuku yg tersayang. gee! dahlah tak sedap, bole mampos seh minum gitu sikit. i was like screaming to the top of my voice and she was like holding my legs and pinching my nose and stiffing that stoopid thing down my throat! yucks! never in my life am i gonna drink that jamu again.. kalau nak cuba, cubalah.. JAMU RUMPUT PATIMAH

ah nah amik kau! bole melangsingkan badan, menegangkan otot2..pleaselah not for me!

for now,

sup kambing..

satay..

is waiting for me...cant wait to eat

chao!

2005-03-20T01:31:00.000+08:00

TAKDA KERJA BUAT KERJA..hahaha

as it goes well wit the title of my entry,
tis is for you my bloggers, readers alah to whoever's reading this.

reading horoscopes are good when you have nothing better to do. and especially when you are someone who's always self-reflecting to yourself. this is to really find out if those said about you is true or not true. well sometimes, it is thou. or maybe its just me. lets read wat they say about the sign SCORPIO:

Scorpio is a Water element, and this makes it a somewhat enigmatic sign. Water is more receptive and introverted, but Scorpio is a Plutonian-power force. Perhaps that is why Scorpio is the sign capable of the greatest metamorphosis and renewal. If we think about it, we may look at a lake and see the interplay of light and shadows. Unless we explore further, we cannot tell just how deep it is -- or what is going on within. You'll find great love, feeling, desire and sensitivity when we probe the depths of mysterious Scorpio. A fixed nature makes Scorpio favor stability. Without some positive energy, Scorpio can go to extremes. The Scorpion may use his or her the strength to exert power over others. Love can become a stronger passion than even the Scorpio can handle, and possessiveness or jealousy can surface. Independence brings balance. The Scorpio with inner security can let partners explore and remain receptive to their needs.

hehehe..so which part of this is true about me huh??

this is ahdee!'s below:

The Air element of Gemini brings communication, intellect and speed! This is one of the joy- of-life signs, one that reaches out, expands and expresses. Gemini is an inquisitive student with a quick grasp of subjects. Mutable motivation brings adaptability. This is wonderful because variety-loving Gemini needs change. A flexible personality ensures that Gemini can connect with others. Gemini's active energy can go too far, and then Gemini has a hard time finding the right direction. Members of this sign needs a countervailing force of stability. The desire to communicate quickly and rapidly benefits when tempered by receptivity. Then not only can the Twins speak, they can listen in return -- and complete the circuit! Balance comes from slowing down, listening, and learning the fine art of follow-through!

ok done!
so what now?
i question..

dalam firasat hamba, 90% of a scorpion being a sensitive creature is true. do you agree? we tend to bottle up those pet peeves feelings to ourselves and when its full, we throw it all up..agree? agree? (just hate being a scorpion) but on the bright side, we are the most passionate beings in the world. putting our loved ones on the top of the list. (isn't that good?) as a geminian pulak, ape yg aku tau, they love adventure. love to explore. open-minded but gets easily satiated. (ehm! wats that supposed to mean huh!) but well.
I concluded (actually not me but some book i read). scorpio and gemini can get along but with obstacles awaiting. once crossed, lives will be simple and meaninful. duh! mana life yg tak susah.

my eyes are droopy.

ok! one day left for the holidays
term 2's coming up real soon boy! so fast till i cant remember wat i did on monday. isit a sign of regression?? hope not. well, need to finish up on my lesson plan for week 1. aiyah! the thought of school's starting is pain to my brain. cher-se!

but well, i fully spent the day today.
to sabri's engagement at 3, went jb to tempah baju and to ahdee!'s mechanic and then to pasir ris to bowl wit mum and sis.

talking about sabri's engagement. this guy here is only 20, still serving his donkey years for the government and will be getting married a few months after me?? the girl, 19, and not working! cher-se. i know i shouldn't be mengumpat-ing but then what irritate me most, her hantaran is the same as mine! 7000 Sing Dollars! adakah aku setaraf ngn die?? itu takpe. she even asked for things like baju and sejadah etc. isnt that too much for somebody's not working? i was freakin mad i tell you. its not about the status, but fikir2lah anak bujang tu belum kerje lagi apasal lah nak letak tinggi2, nak barang2 tu semua. kahwin bolelah. aiyah! people this days really bother about hantaran so much. its nothing important than mas kahwin kan.

why am i speaking like a makcik2? am i one? hehehe..maybe.
but before i be one, i must get married. And before I can get married, I must save the money. And before I can save the money, I must have the money. And before I can have the money, I must do oodles of lesson plans. And before I can do them, I must be sleepless and dateless. And before I can be sleepless and dateless, I must drink coffee and get rid of my fiance.

But I cannot get rid of my fiance. Cos I love him.

And I cannot drink coffee. Cos its too strong for me.

Bummer...

Sorry, where was I?

2005-03-18T17:03:00.000+08:00

THE CAKES QUIZ

Was reading Crazycookie's latest entry, got tempted by the strawberry cheesecake and decided to try out the cakes quiz.

This is what I chose...

and this is what they say about me..

You like sports, but you prefer to watch rather than participate. You don't like to give up the remote control. You're straight to the point and no-nonsense and attract like-minded people. You tend to be self-centred and high maintenance.

The Cakes Quiz

macam betul aje..

2005-03-16T12:55:00.000+08:00

NO SALE!

sorry guys..
the bike's not on sale. ahdee!'s had decided not to sell it. sorry for that wrong info. kentalkan die! but wateva. been trying to download photoshop, but the file's too too too big! cher-se!!!

2005-03-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

ON SALE ITS ON SALE...

my ahdee! is selling his bike. for those of you who are interested to buy it, please do give me a beep or call me at 90094665. we have put it in on Yahoo! auctions for you guys to bid.

the bike before it was sent for servicing:

the bike after serviced:

so how interested?

Selling at $2500 nett. It's an FG plate. Comes with new Dunhill paintwork and gold bodyframe, showa suspension, catalyser tailight fitted with K3 light, BMP damper, modified pipe, racing boy footrest,racing brakefluid container,racing bee swingarms and racing boy rims with gold spokes. Engine just been fully ported a week ago. Can go to its maximum speed. Very well maintained. Outlook of the bike has just been newly done. Interested buyer pls call me at 90094865 for further info. Thank You.

above was written in the auction.
so please help us ya! thankiu!

2005-03-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

DUH!

holidays are here!
am i supposed to be happy or wat?? well i should rite but why am i not?
why am i feeling like im being tied down?
tied by all my assignments i guess and events happening..
well on monday - Sports Camp
tuesday - do assignment
wednesday - do assignment
thursday - outing with my students
friday - do assignment and well which are the days that im left with my own social life? so sick sia!
freakin shitty

but anyway, lets talk abt wat happened today.
had lunch at banquet Simei cos i badly wanted to eat something soupy today. had yong tau fu whereas ahdee! had his carrot cake. dropped by mustafa centre to get my track pants supposedly but everything is so ex. may as well i alter my nike white pants which i bought in Gold coast. bole save sikit! me as usual nak something new. haha.
so went tamp mall. catch the movie

it was funny! i was laughing my heads off. worth the $8.50. ahdee was kekek just now. he was supposed to get the popcorn. it went like this:
ahdee!: "nak kata ape pat die, u go and buy"
me: "no it's a boy" (we had this agreement, it its a girl selling it, i'll go and get it if its otherwise he will get it)
me: "get the combo but not the caramel one (cos its on promotion but actually its more expensive)lagi mahal"
ahdee!: "but its only $6, lagi murahkan"
me: "no if you get the caramel one only and you have to pay extra $2 for the drink"
and so...
ahdee! to popcorn seller: "can i have the popcorn combo please?"
PS: "the caramel one?"
ahdee!: "ya this one (showing the caramel combo)"
i was pointing and hinting to him and he was smiling to me as if he did the rite thing...
PS: "$8.00 pls"
ahdee!: "huh! y?"
and so the poor boy had to explain to him.. selengeh kan dia!
ahdee!: "asal tak bilang abg siang2?"
me: "me eh? org dah bilang jgn beli main beli je"

haha.
nilah akibatnye org yg tak selalu keluar.
haha oops! sowie!

chatted.
chatted.
and chatted.

saturday's down. how would my sunday be huh?

2005-03-10T16:14:00.000+08:00

DAYS of OUR LIVES

Do you peeps realise that time is moving very fast??
that includes your money??

It is always missing when you need it.
well im on mc today.
been having diarhea since yesterday morning.
rest.
yes.
thats what i need now.

2005-02-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

KAKAK's ENGAGEMENT cum HAIQAL's & CIK DIN's BDAE

2 events celebrated in a day.
26022005.

yesterday marked the engagement fo my sister with abg IS. well it went smoothly as been planned, even though i was tired as i had to wake up early to go back to school for that darn staff meeting. it was so stoopid that karen, mabel and me kept cursing at the back of the conference room. it was supposed to end at 1030am but then, it extended to 1100am. cher-se! apparently took the cab to pick ahdee! but this dear of mine woke up late and i ended up waiting for him at the bus stop. luckily alim was there to send us to tm to get haiqal's bdae present.

1245pm.
reached home, did the necessary things that needed to be done.
changed and waited for the arrival of abg IS's side.
sempat bergambar.

hehehe.
i thought my sis looked a bit older yesterday.
was it the make-up? the outfit? or the necklace that she was forced to wear? haha poor thing..but what do you think?

this was part of the dulang2 that she gave abg IS

the cake she gave him.

more photos
click here!!
but you have to waitlah for them to be uploaded.
i still need to find time to do that. hehehe.

and so the other side arrived.
it was so kecoh-able.
mcm tak pernah nampak org bertunang. and i am so disgusted by this makcik. she practically asked for the bunga rampai before i could give it to her. she didnt ask for one you know but how many ah...5 maybe...ya 5 for her kuncu2 lah. "kalau tak cukup mintak die" alamak! luckily she was the guest if not i wouldnt know what **** would come out from this innocent mouth of mine. sigh!

but anyway i was impressed by my ahdee! as he did a lot of work. haha he was awarded the Slave of the Day by me.
yg buat air..dia
yg beli ice..dia
yg angkat kerusi meja..dia
yg cuci periuk..dia (and me too!)
yg tolong aku tambah lauk..dia
yg vaccuum carpet..dia
yg cuci toilet pun dia..haha nak impress mak mertua ke bang??
but anyway..
Good Job Baby! Love ya!
have to wait for more to come ah.....

i need to lose 2 more kg.
i need to!
no more tidbits.

2005-02-23T18:40:00.000+08:00

BABY AQILA

baby aqilah was born on Sunday at 1144hours.
gestation= 39weeks.
weighs= 3.3kg

wondering whom i was talking about?
well, it's baby Nur Aqila, princess of boy and suhaili.

isn't she adorable? she is rite. my. but the pain su went through was unbearable. i could see that cos the moment i came, she was resting and lying and couldn't move at all. luckily her mum was aroung to help her with baby aqila. and me being the busy2body, got to carry her around. hehehehe.

it was quite scarry thou at 1st, but then looking how cutie pie she is, the feeling just went away. too bad didnt get to take pic w baby aqila cos, my ahdee! was busy accompanying the father at the counter to finish up with the birth cert. well...

when's yours?? =)
when's mine either...hehe

2005-02-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAY MOOD

watching this TV show by suzhairi and anak chef wan
no idea of its title

just crave for this getaway for the march holidays.
after all these upsettings done to me. sigh. week 7 was a bad week for me. pretty bad. but thanks thou to those darlings of mine that coaxed and comforted me in any way. thanks. i really appreciate. and so it is bad to make me feel down, as i will splurge unnecessarily. yes i did. what? i bought 'baju boria' for ahdee! and myself from anglia.

and now i feel like looking up the newspaper for holiday ads.simply checking out the prices. must go one. so tired living in Singapore.

2005-02-14T14:22:00.000+08:00

IM SICK

down with migraine and gastric.
mc for a day.
but still lots of things to be done for eg. lesson plans. worksheets. damn!

watching tiara dancing to the asmaradana beat.
feel like dancing now.

hey ruffedge's on tv!
there's my zain!
shhhhhhh!!!!! moment ah.

ok.hehehe.khusyuk eh.
i think i've been working too hard.
that's why all these sicknesses are here. but goodlah cos I have an extra day to rest and complete those undone things that needs my attention rite away.

today's valentine's day.
and to remind those muslims out there, we are forbidden to celebrate this day!
FORBIDDEN.ok su. hahaha.
so wishing you, not Happy Valentine's Day, but, Happy Friend-ship Day to all my friends, Happy Colleagues Day to my colleagues, Happy Family Day to my family members, Happy Relation-ship Day to all my relatives, Happy Fiance Day to my ahdee!.........(eh bila mahu game!) if I were to wish everybody that I know. bodoh
aku! must be the tablet that Dr Yang gave me.gee.

2005-02-12T20:29:00.000+08:00

YEH BABY YEH

one down and infinity to go!
damn it!
chocolates and lays, i badly need you now!

2005-02-12T14:50:00.000+08:00

ARRGHHH...

didnt I say that i have to do my online assignment rite??
been trying to download it since 12 noon and nothing comes out..
sigh.
and more reasons to sigh, ive to complete lesson plans for nx week.
you know how tedious it is to write a lesson plan..

shitlah!
sigh! sigh! sigh!
im yet to finish my language DS.

ahdee!'s down w fever.
sigh!

2005-02-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

PICTURE SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS

ok.
and so the holidays are gone. it went like the breeze blowing into your face. damn. sigh. but anyways for those celebrating chinese new year, i hope i'ts not late to wish you guys a happy new year. wait. whom do i have in the list huh?? geesh.

but well, celebrated mine at the beach with my family and of course my darling ahdee!. once reached, parked e bike somewhere near McD, went to bahar's shop, took the bicycles and off we went to my family's picnic. yep! its FOC. we have been waiting so long for the rite date to cycle but there's no opportunity given. cycled and cycled, mcm zaman p ramlee seh! zaman kampung2. but mountain bikes was used instead. haha. gee. we thought the journey would be far. didnt we realised that it was near actually.haha. gee. reached,ate, and the rest took the chance to ride the bicycles when we arrived. that even includes my lovely grandpa! haha. gee. can you imagine an 80 yr old man riding a bicycle. hahaha. power seh datuk aku! it was nearing magrib, and we were set to leave. made a stop at the jetty and snapped some picture. it was lovely though.
me and me and more me.

him and more him.

this pic he looks like a footballer eh? haha. puji seh.

the lovely us!

and more of us!

returned the bicycles and went straight to mamat's stall for dinner.
felt like grabbing his pita but my stomach seem so full. same went for ahdee!. so ended up drinking air kelapa muda. haha. su and boy were there too. and so she started pouring out to me and ahdee! about stories and experiences she went through before her delivery. it was gross i tell you. but i think she's well preparedlah. her legs were swollen though, and her eyes too. sleepless nights, endless pain, hahaha. that must be agony man. but she's enjoying it as she claimed. yalah 1st baby pe, mesti semangat giler. ahdee! showed reactions of fear plus excitement. watever it is it's still long for us. sigh.

im yet to pay up the balance for Bridal Concept and ucu for the monitor. more reasons for me to sigh. the pay is so low! who says being a teacher is rich? kadang2 sesak jugak tau.

today.
stayed at home. watched juara lagu.
i didnt know zain (ruffedge) is good looking. oops! but he is. my eyes rolled for a moment. when anuar zain sang my heart pounded so hard. you guys dun noe how much i idolised him. he is so good. how i wish he would go with dayang. misha omar is good. do you think so? she looks so much like nasha aziz huh? nasha aziz that can sing. i didnt the guy that was featured with her was a newcomer. mati2 i tot it was ezad exists. haha. bodoh aku! i was so happy. y? cos for the 1st time, siti nurhaliza's not in the finals. if not she would be the award-grabber for the day. but well enjoyed the show cos was helplessly waiting for ahdee!

finished up setting BEST papers for CA1.
still waiting to start on my online assignment.
sniffing it is already bad wat about doing it? i mean assignments are there to slay us. only those who are mad would think that it is good. especially at these times you would appreciate those social outings that you have. for me, moments with ahdee!lah of course! he worked so hard for me. never had i realised that. public holidays are meant to be spent at home lazily, but not him. work is money for him. but money can do you harm too, honey! he just doesnt want to listen to me.

hoping for the weekends to come now (again)
to catch some sleep before tmr comes.
well this entry is quite long, guess you have to wait for weeks for a new one ya!
busy and tight schedule i have now.

2005-02-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

TIRED
im very tired.
drained out.
dreaming.just hope that all these pet peeves will go awaylah. cant stand them.
today was a laughing day for me.laughed till i cried you know. linda was cracking jokes from school till NIE and sharon sang a corny version of 'Bengawan solo'.hahaha.
we laughed till the filming was done. but the elders ever said if you laughed too much, you will cry..so that was wat been told to linda and she ended up covering her mouth. hahaha.
ahdee!'s to johor to do up his bike again. well wat's new huh. im hoping for weekend to come.anyway we didnt have roti john at mamat's place yesterday. we ate at hajah maimunah instead. the one at joo chiat. yah! =) ahdee! bought me an orange jubah from BEWA as he promised to. got the same coloured tudung at the shop beside Muzika. no idea of its name. ehmmm...im so happy...y? cos its been.. i shall not say how long, since he last bought me a complete set of clothings. oh ya! he bought me a pair of mary janes from BARCODE
im in lala land..
ehm maybe for now. in minutes later i'l b too bothered with the work thats piling under my tv table. ive been procrastinating since the first day of school. start work su!

2005-02-02T16:24:00.000+08:00

LAUK KU LAUK MU

1. sambal telur.
2. lauk lemak cili padi.
3. sotong hitam.
4. sambal sotong......

apehal??hehehe...guess ah!
bingo! hehehe...
not nowlah maybe next year when its nearing..
anyway mr yong's observing me nx mon for my tp..i was contemplating to have it tis fri or nx mon...but i guess i would not be ready if its done tis week.
lesson plans been downloaded. ideas been passed down to me. well shouldnt it be more easy for me since i got my old class back? but its just that usual 'butterflies in the stomach' feeling. you cant simply avoid it rite. but anyway he's coming nx week so i have tis weekend to get ready. but.......arghh!
going down to mamat's stall to have roti john. cos i didn't enjoy the one that i had at NIE yesterday. balas niat.
do you people believe that 'duit kuih' still exist?
i do.
i do , i do and i do.
(i'm smiling broadly)gee.

2005-01-30T17:30:00.000+08:00

STRANGER
everyone's treating me like a stranger....
initially everyone...
even the ones at HOME......
just hate life!!!!!!!!just dont want to stay at home....eyes sore, heart aches....
been cooping in my abatoir for days...doing my own things....silence, peace

ahdee!'s back from reservist... tired and asleep till now..
Why is it that we would only begin to appreciate someone when he is gone? Why is it that we would only begin to see the good side of someone when he is gone? Why not Why do Allah make us this way? I hate to question but sometimes I hate myself for not being appreciative enough.

ehmmm......
life is so miserable....
life's such an agony...
now i realised life is so short....is it one of the signs that world is gonna end??
knowing it is, ive tried to be a new suhaini...
ive tried to put the past behind me...tried to forgive those wrongs done to me....
but....
well...
God knows how i feel now....
desperate for air to breathe....

should take things like they are....
ehmm.....
now there's a reason for me not to change my phone so often...
ehmm....got to go back to work now..chao!

2005-01-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

ive revived from the dark grave..trying to scorch for this light of happiness...
i did...
even if its a moment...i treasure it...

must be wondering what am i blabbering about..well GOD knows..
anyway i've got a new phone...YEAH! azamku tercapai!..hehe guess rite? a new black N7610 is in my hand now..not nowlah its beside me actually...ilove it so much!! credits to???? who else but myself who's willing to splurge after getting my ers...aiyah! but who cares, i can parade my new high-end phone now....
i likkkeeee..............

2005-01-09T15:42:00.000+08:00

...jgn biarkan malamku kesiangan..

i hope i can grow stronger..

The Best Way To Make It Through...
Is to Listen To Your Heart.

In life, we have to make decisions
that aren't easy. We're afraid that
whatever choice we make will upset
someone we love.

It is at these times that we need to stop
and listen to the voice inside us. If we listen
just to the wishes of those around us and ignore
our own feelings, we will not be truly happy.

Listen to what you know is right
and stand by that, because
when you do, you will be happy.

2005-01-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

AISYAH'S ENGAGEMENT

just came back from aisyah's engagement and also ahdee!'s colleague's engagement too..1/1/2005 haha must be the datelah..so significant..
but anyway wishing you peeps out there a happy 2005 ya! and best wishes to go along wit the year....
2004 has ended and so did the past...the tsunami attack has really saddened me.. how can it happen? and the poor of Indonesia and Sri Lanka, oh my! Kuasa Tuhan eh mana bole kita elakkan..let us all pray for their safety and may they be protected from bigger disasters..
and so....
went to aisyah's hse at 12.. it was raining lebat maut... but lucky me i got my parents to send me there...
bought the pastries at Delifrance and went straight there..
me and my gubah2, i stood in her room for nearly an hour to just finish on gubah-ing her pastries..and there she was busy beautifying herself...haha

when i had finished she was too...and so i made her snap2 pics wit me before i moved off to ahdee!'s colleague's engagement pulak..enjoy them below..

me and the 'bride'

isn't she gorgeous?? untuk pak murad kita...haha...more

enuf of the pics... so salam the mum and everything...
and to share wu this pc of story...aisyah and ahdee! is related....
her grandma is married to ahdee!'s late uncle...hahaha and tu menjadikan aku pangkat makcik kepadanya....haha small worldkan?? and im related to aisyah too...kau dunia kecik seh.....
but anyway school's starting soon, my course, workload that's piling up....
kau! dun wanna think about itlah....agony man.....
gonna watch spore vs myanmar tmr wit ahdee!
ERS is in!!!!

2004-12-28T16:56:00.000+08:00

i think my hair has grown..i've never seen it tis long...
ok well been to school yesterday and today...was welcomed by the gardener in the school with a big smile and the usual line, "cikgu da makan?" i think he's a sweet person..i rather mix around with these kinda people, earthly, than those yg ber'hidung tinggi'!
so cleared my table, my cupboard and shifted my stuffs to my new classroom..tell me about its on the third floor. and yes im stuck onto the third floor for the rest of 2005. sheesh! guess life will be bored then..
went home but not exactly homelah....melencong sikit huh...standard! had my retail therapy done, well you know wat it means...
i bought 4 tops , one of which is for ahdee! and it cost me less than 50 bucks thats cheap i think...hmmm.. a bracelet frm chomel for selina.. a top (again!) from O.A.M.C(god knows what it means!)and ended with a movie watching at GV.. yes! me and ahdee! watched KUNG FU HUSTLE...funny man! damn hilarious... never had a good laugh since......??? hmmm.. then we headed to S.A.M to pay my bills..sheesh! it went up again to $167.50....must really cut downlah...mcmane nak hidup seh tinggi mcm ni...
transfered the ERS funds...had u done it??? better do it soon...and last we headed to noor jihan to have dinner.....
aiyah! im having cramps now.. i just hate it when it comes.. dont feel comfortable at all..but anyway my bibik got a fone just now... and as for me...
im gonna save up and settle for a N7610 nx yr...yes! itulah azam ku buat 2005..
and for ahdee! too........yes ah!=)

2004-12-25T14:56:00.000+08:00

C.R.A.V.I.N.G.S

lately i've been craving for lotsa things..why? i myself do not know the answer..maybe its the boredom that i've been facing for i dunno how many days..or isit im too depressed that school is starting soon and my teaching practicum is drawing nearer..but anyway, wanna know wat i crave for? well..
1. chocolates, white chocolates preferably
and a new HANDPHONE! yar i know i just bought this SEZ600 that i have now..but its always lagging in sending out and receiving messages..sheesh!
but well i surf nokia webbie a while ago and found these upcoming models..
N3230

N6170

so which is which people?
or should i just settle down with a N6230 or N6600??

2004-12-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

THANKS EH!

thx for the wishes people! i appreciate it very the much!!!
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This entry is actually dedicated to my B.E.L.O.V.E.D>>>> ahDee!

8 Reasons why he is loved by ME!
1.his smile is the medicine of my worries
2.his fart charmed me
3.naughty but still nice indeed
4.cheeky and corny
5.has hurt but yet stole my heart
6.his heart of gold
7.his blurness moved me
8.i just love him!

did i say 8 reasons??..but my love for him is much deeper than these 8 reasons...
love ya baby!
may we grow stronger in facing the hurdles which are already laid by Him in front of us..insyAllah...
semoga hubungan ini direstuiNYA....

2004-12-24T19:25:00.000+08:00

NEW SKIN,NEW LOOK

firtsly i would like to thank for those who had helped me in making my engagement a happening one....
for those who came, thanks guys! and u know wat...it happened that 11th of dec pun a special date for noraini (sp)
yup she engaged too on that day....
dah selamat eh kata org...at first it wasnt that tensed lah as i expected it too be...lama kelamaan....rasanye mcm berat pulak....mcmlah2
the make up was a bit over i think..but everyone said it was ok...
ehmmm...tak percaya dah jadi tunangan org eh...
new phase of life...new beginning....
ntahlah...just dunno wats in stored for me now...
challenges in life??
well...i just have to be much stronger now i guess....
for those who didnt manage to turn up...this is for you....

this is part of the gubahan

jambu tak aku??

click here for more...

2004-12-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

2nd TIME BACK IN HERE..

this blog specially goes out to DZUL and to those who are still enquiring bt my engagement thingy...
date: 11th December 2004 (i.e next sat ya ppl)
time: preferably after 5.. (kalau nak dinner, then come at nitelah! but it'l be crowded you know)
dress code: smartlah...takkan nak pakai selekeh pulak
place: 159 tampines st 12, tingkat 2 tepi tangga...(mcm kedai emas MING SENG)
you know my number, dun hesitate to call ya!

really hope to see you guys...
esp to those ive not met for so long and you who you are....
ok guys...keep tis date free....

2004-12-05T19:32:00.000+08:00

ITS GETTING NEARER..
come with the title...ya boy its getting nearer...
and every girl who is in my shoes should be on cloud nine...
being so excited bt their engagement but dunno why im feeling this way...
remorseful vs anxiety..
looking down the checklist to see if i have gotten everything or did i miss out on anything..knowing me i could be blurr..
like wat aisyah said,"nanti kau last minute carik aku, nak beli tulah nilah.."and she smiled...how i adore her... she's the best fren cum cuzzie i ever had...
you wonder why that, cos we knew each other during those kental days where im still actively involved in the 'dikir barat' world..playing for Wahana Dek Su...
and eventually we knew that we were related through our dads...her dad and mine are cousins...well small world ah!
she's forever there for me to shop or to laugh with....
and well! she's getting engaged too....
in january, dunno if its the beginning or the end of it...but well good for her..
and good for them too...

invited those who need to be invited..and...din's online! should i invite him too...
see howlah...
ehm...going jb tomorrow to get the bunga rampai and everything..will be bringing my dgcam along to snap pictures...
im so bored now...and yes if you have read my previous post, im still mogok-ing with him!
teach him a well-deserved lesson.....

2004-11-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

SINGAPORE IDOL

am watching singapore idol now...its e encore for #7 spectaculars.....
anyway for those of u reading tis....VOTE FOR TAUFIK!!!!yeh you have to....
cos he's the best.....
he's the coolest singing soul.....huhhhh.... im head over heels for him....
im falling in love w him...... ooppppsss....
sorry dear!

i think tis florence ah-lian likes daphne...
haha but too bad she's out! yesh...and just wondering y is that sylvester in??
he cant sing and can only smile on stage...
olinda's should be in....
and you know wat??
i said all tis cos im bored...yup supposedly out jalan-ing raya w the gals but dunno wat happen lah....disappointedlah...
and madi??
foreverlah he with his bike and sometimes i got so pissed and said tis to him...
"hey, go and get married with ur bikelah....ur bike wont nag at you!"
fed-up nak mampos!
he didnt even look for me...
hmm! i shall MOGOK now!

VOTE for TAUFIK!!!!!!
i lurvee taufik............

2004-11-26T13:18:00.000+08:00

LOST OF TITLES...sigh

hai! just got back from the market wit ma mama.... aint i a good girl?? hahaha..in fact i was there in geylang cos i got to get a selendang for my pink kebaya...maklumlah tomorrow me going jalan raya wit the girls....the market @geylang isnt a bad place actually, exclusive of the 'nice' smell lah....dunno why budak pompuan nowadays dislike that place so much.....hahaha crap! why am i saying all this and being a spokesperson for all the makciks and housewifes....hahaha....but seriously its not a bad place....anyway i got my selendang for 23 bucks....expensive giler..and dumb me just brought $9...lucky got ma mama w me to tokok for the rest...hahaha....saw this nice baju at ANGLIA ehmmm....not to say bt the price....haha....
pay's in but its just half of wat its suppose to be....cos got the other half as advance w last mth's pay....i have thousands of reasons to sigh nowadays....for now~ i have to come up with a checklist to wat to buy for that 'day'....counting down....

14 days more..

mama-$200
papa-$100
hp -$.......and the list goes on...... sigh!

2004-11-21T17:32:00.000+08:00

..WEE WEE WOW...

the graduation's over.....yesh ah!
all the hard work has gone to that pathetic 3 minute dance for the 'whoever' guest of honour....the dancers did pretty well, but the one that they performed for ma principal was much2 better....all smiled and no tensed faces...even thou ramadan smiled thru out the dance he made a chaos after that...gee! RAMADAN RAMADAN.... im really clueless wat's gonna happen to this boy....

yesterday was the tea dance for the graduands...
i was the nmusic dj then, but selina read most in fact all of the dedications...hahhaha paisehlah! knowing me...the shy type...hahaha ya like real!
and when everything's over and while sending each one back home.. felt a sudden sadness in me... ya well i aint gonna meet them next yr...no more cheeky boys to tease me....well.....gonna miss them..knew them for a year and they are already like a part of me..... luckily that ramadan wasnt there for the tea dance.... god knows if i'll cry! hahahaha.....those memories w him.. tell you it's unexplainable........

got to know that i'll be the form teacher of my current class nx yr....yesh ah! being tormented by them again, but i really dont mind cos ive already loved them... hahaha!~ and worst still im gonna be an ang moh teacher nx yr as i'll be teaching English Language for Julie's class.....aiyah! ooppss....well...gotta brush up on my eng for now..and start to read up the dictionary....hahahaha...

holidays are here again...but gotta go back to school for a staff meeting on Mon and Tues...9-5 lagi.... takde life! sigh.....
And rite at this moment im waiting for the arrival of my beloved boyfren wit his fam..jalan raya katakan...ya boy! 20 days to go for the big day! pretty excited but staying cool......well wat isit?? for me to know and you to find out.....

ps( was blog hopping just now and saw a pretty much a same blog as mine....gee!)

2004-11-13T01:20:00.000+08:00

..SELAMAT HARI RAYA..

exams over for now! yey! but not the graduation.....
its really tormenting my mind....
with all the matters of the heart..it is really...
just dont know when it will end.....
he has done what he did again for dont know how many times....just why?? sigh.....love is really a complex thing. you dont know what you gonna get...
but then i guess all that's happened has a reason to happen....
raya is coming....
and me i have not yet gotten my purple selendang for my first outfit for raya...
might just grab the one i saw at geylang...12 bucks thou ah! but hacklah...its better with nothing...
so well peeps! selamat hari raya!!! maaf zahir dan batin......
sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa in my posts.......sorry many2!

its time for me to layan my bf now! sayonara!

2004-10-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

?????

Isit or isit not??
well questions will remain questions...
ehmmm.....=)
Just wished for the best thou!
im yet to finish my two journals....gee...

2004-10-24T11:40:00.000+08:00

....surprise..surprise...

hello peeps! im back with more actions and posts...
i know i've not been logging in for a quite a while....
firstly because, i couldnt find the charger for my laptop..and i know this reason is so lame but it is the truth man!...

secondly ramadhan is here again, so by the end of the day i'll be too tired to blog or even surf the net..

lastly! im meeting date or i should say deadlines for my assignments and plus giving dance practices for my pupils as they will be performing for their Graduation Day...geesh! im being loaded with stuffs ya! but well no complaints from me as i love working with these ppl as even after screaming or shouting at them for being so forgetful and messy in their dance, at the end of it they make my day as they make me smile and laugh...thats how special they are......

but well, i went to break fast at jb yesterday wit my family and my future bro-in-law hahahaha (wishing 'them' the best)....ya! at SINGGAH SELALU RESTAURANT (singgahlah selalu hehehe)supposedly madi is following us but under certain circumstances he didnt and that as you know disappointed me.......but what can i do?? my fotopages has been updated! click here to see some actions...

see you peeps around!
selamat berpuasa!
ps(pay is in and im going to shop and shop today)

2004-09-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

.........

its not that i do not want to go school today...
i feel so lethargic and my stomach doesnt feel too good today...
and my migraine is acting up again.....sigh..lots of events happened in the week past..but let it be left unsaid...no used probing into it and making things worse...sorry peeps....but just this for you ya...
on the 5th September 2004, his side came over..to confirm about the engagement thingy...and the usual parents talking, the dara staying in the kitchen to help out, the dara feeling so malu, the hantaran and stuffs... ehmmm...so peeps remember this date ya! 11.12.2004, Saturday, time to be confirmed..
ive become much frugalistic tis week as im left wit 10 bucks to survive till the 25th...
my GOD! just where did all my money go to?? ............

"sejak aku kenali, cintamu yang suci..
aku telah berjanji tak berpaling lagi...
akan aku genggam api hingga jadi bersih..
dan nyata sebati.."

2004-09-07T18:06:00.000+08:00

FINE!

fine! if you want it that way.....
you're the BOSS...
you have the last say....
this is all abt you,you and YOU!!

and

you know what???
i really feel like shouting obscenities in your face
i feel like giving you a slap
i feel like i could give you the most hatred in the world...
but can i???
no i dont...i do not have courage to do all this...
i know im timid
and
i know im aint strong
and
i know what i can do now is to contain the s*** that you're giving me now
in tis vulnerable heart of mine.....
please...i cant go on in tis turmoil anymore.......

2004-08-31T20:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY

Happy Teachers Day to all teachers and me!!!!hehehe
yup! this is my 2nd time celebrating Teachers Day in TS...
n the funny thing is ehmmm...(sipping down the choco milk) i can remember vividly how i celebrated teachers day back in prss...sang Shania Twain's 'you're still the one' on stage.....yar me! so naive and innocent that time! wateva it is....
im glad that actually i've got an impact on those notorious boys in my school...
yar! he actually came up to me wit a heart made of clay....and said that he made it himself...i was touched....i mean like he is the most notorious boy in school...but i didnt know that he was soft-hearted too.....
when he went home, he smiled to me and said bye....
isnt that sweet???

2004-08-29T13:56:00.000+08:00

WALK..and..Walk..and FINALLY FOUND IT..

Yesterday's story was.....
me and him went to TKC to walk around and we then went to this shop...

and yes! me being me....bought a pair of shoes...hehehe....

Isit gorgeous peeps?? it is rite? i love it so muuch....
i was contemplating on whether to but this or another one in white wit a lot of sequins and embroideries...but madi said that this was nicer on me....
yup! will be wearing it for raya......

and so we went home...without realising it I found my long-lost shades in my cupboard....yeh!!!!!!!!! found it at last....it must be my syndrome in misplacing things..LUCKY2 ME! no more thoughts of buying a new one.....

2004-08-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

AND SO..

peeps..thus is me wit my lovable but tormenting kids...
4 absent and so we tend to hang loose for that period...

Today, one of them came to me and said..

Wati: Miss Su, Can you please not come up to class first on Tues?
Me: Why is that so? Can you give me a good reason?
Wati:Cos we want to give you surprise. Cos we want to hang balloons on the door and draw somthing onto the whiteboard. (we r celebrating teacher's day that tues)
Me: Ok well...why are you telling me this if it a surprise?
Wati: OOPPS! SHIT! (she actually said that) ok we will hang something else then..
Me: hahahaha LOLz

Arent they cute ppl? yar they may make me mad sometimes..and lose my head, but they are still adorable to me....

AND SO..
he fetched me from school...took 51 to perkampungan to get costumes for my malay dancers..

BLEEGGHH....its so expensive!!!
lunched at haig rd and off we proceded to CS for my FONDUE! atlast!
reached, waited for his fren, rushdi behind..

then we headed to...

ordered my FONDUE..

and rusdhi ordered some choco-latte ice-cream...

and waited and waited till we feel so bored that i actually took out my digicam and started to snap2 pictures....here click! there click! and everywhere...

then our ice-cream came, we ate...

....we joked abt how the smell of the chocolate was and ended not finishing it....and there came my hero...who ate till finished even thou he face turns pale...hehehe and so it was finished!

So we headed home...and guess what?? happy moments rite you see here?? who would have thought that happy moments would ended up in madness and pain....gee...
yep! we quarrelled...ahhh...dun wanna talk abt it...ehmmm.....wat a day! but we made up...ehmm....but still wat a day! so how's yours......

2004-08-22T20:22:00.000+08:00

FRIEND

Friend, everything that has happened has a meaning to it...
Be it fate or circumstances...
But you have to be strong to face reality....and never question GOD abt it...
Even though its hard I know deep in your heart you are a strong girl...
Sometimes matters of the heart are better left unsaid....
Friend, i'll always be there for you no matter if we are poles apart...
I'm just an sms or a call away from you.......

Well life has to go on rite peeps?? how much we love the person, if its not meant to be ours..its not meant to be....the person that we love can be the person that we hate most and vice-versa..(I wonder if I will hate him too, but I did and used to)...sigh... Life is so unpredictable!

2004-08-18T17:39:00.000+08:00

T.E.S.T.S.

yes!! i will be taking my basic theory test today @7.30pm, ubi driving center...
lucky me i've read something just now...being observant in linda's car when she is driving makes me feel a bit confident to take it...what worry me most is my SCREENING cum ASSESSMENT test tomorrow...even thou its just 15% but still i do want to do well in it...the least it could help me up lata if i do not do my assignment well...just pray hard that i do not feel lazy lata after btt..ehmm....signs of stress are here showing and i have to really take good care of myself now...
Met raudhah online...and we somehow cleared things up and pour out our utmost sincere feeings...really miss the times wit the gals thou....miss her too...
i know now my ignorance is not doing me good...sorry so much babes!! After talking to her i begin to feel that i've actually got a fren now.....(like i dont?)whatever suhaini....so peeps gtg! need to pray and do some last minute reading.....chao! (STILL CAN STEAL TIME TO BLOG, no time management at all)

2004-08-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

DIARYLAND...HERE I COME..

I woke up from my sleep feeling a bit down...why??
maybe because...he didnt talk to me yesterday nite, have not done up my lesson plan for week 8 or maybe monday is coming soon and that means more assignments and presentations coming my way...ehmmm...

anyway i was blog-hopping just now...came across this entry from my fren, Hisham...(sori hisham i took tis from you).. I was taken aback and kept asking myself questions.....here it is...

"When a man marries, he indeed perfects half of his religion. Then he should fear Allah for the remaining half."

Marriage eliminates the temptation for zina, thus assisting partners to remain on the 'straight path' that Allah has created for us. Marriage is a mercy for us.

As Allah says in Al-Quran, Surah Ar-Rum 30 : Verse 21

"And among His signs is this, that He created for you wives from among yourselves, that you may find repose in them, and He has put between you affection and mercy. Verily, in that are indeed Signs for people who reflect."

For those who keep asking Do Muslims Date..? Read the articles in the link below. Hope it will answer your every questions. From the link, you will also get some knowledge of preparation for marriage. :)

~Courtship In Islam~

Even if we have already attached to that special someone in our life. That doesn't mean we have to date him/her right? We can still have our way of life from doing what Islam forbid. That is dating. Provided our other half must be understanding and most important is trust and respect towards each other. That will guide us to a happy and loving family. Insya'Allah. :)

....but well...im not a perfect person and I do have my sins either....
but I do hope my relationship with him will last forever...Amin
Now let us ponder for together..

And thru his blog too, i found out my birthdate in Islamic calendar...
It is 02 02 1403...
Want to know yours? here..

solemnly me

2004-08-14T09:57:00.000+08:00

RISE N SHINE

"...bila matahari bersinar.." haha good morning PEEPS!
its been 1...2..3..days(ah nevermind)since i last blogged??
I haven't been blogging because...
1 - i have been trying to finish up my assignment.
2 - i am still trying.
3 - i'm busy marking books.
4 - too sleepy and too tired to do anything else.

but well i'm back with a new change...here and there..
tot of going bk to school to finish up on the marking but then my tiredness and should i say lazyness overruled...hehehe...

so the story yesterday morning was, i was very happy that i completed my assignment oredi..struggling to finish marking the kids' books during my free period but then, me being an angel *winks* helped selina and mrs yeo with printing out some pics from the net..and there..they were gone...
so the story yesterday evening was, i've got myself a new fren...nolah actually she's my coursemate too..but then it was yesterday that we started to talk..and KABOOM! we clicked well...cant believed that... orite she's SHARON, married but has an out-going personality..30 and yes! I couldn't believe it too cos she's so petite and so bo-chap! I've got another bo-chap fren apart frm Linda...a teacher frm META School....At first she was with another clan..a very stressful clan..and when we dragged her in..she was so delighted! she started gossiping abt the other group being so serious and couldn't understand her jokes...hehehe..she is so funny!

**I miss my baby...
**I hope I can have my fondue soon....

2004-08-08T10:10:00.000+08:00

KAK...BELI KAK

Told myself to not buy anything yesterday...no suhaini! you are on a tight budget..but then its my heart over my mind, my mind was not strong enough to stop me from splurging on my wants....hehehe....
some kains i bought....this green one is mine...

This songket kain is shared between my sis and me...we are using the songket as the kain and we bought another kind of raw silk as the baju...

My sis...the maroon version of my kain hijau...

this is my sis'.....a red laced kain wit a white lining...

And lastly this kain was bought for my younger sis....fiqah...

2004-08-08T00:45:00.000+08:00

EHMM...

i think i blogged two entries for today....but it came after midnight so it is considered a separate entry....so peeps..as i told you earlier, went for my course mate's engagement feast...when we came which was around 9.30pm, there were a lot of ppl under her block...rombongan lelaki I think...so me and my dearie went up..feeling so awkward cos i saw no one that i knew at her plc...except for her younger sis....so madi persuaded me to go in the house alone, as there were a quite a number of ppl outside..all ladies..(malulah konon die)so saw suhaili sitting daintily in her gold jubah...

she was soooooo happy when she saw...the first thing i asked..."where's the ring?" me so kepo ah...so we and talked and talked...and before i left she said,"dont forget to invite me ah when its your turn..hehehe" hahaha i wont ok suhaili....
so happily me and my bf went down...
thought of having something to fill our stomach but then there were so many ppl and nobody we knew was there, we then decided to go back to tamp to have dinner....

ate, talked, took some weird photos and left home....this was the last pic of the day...

for more: click
here

simply-enjoying

2004-08-07T11:36:00.000+08:00

IF ONLY

If only i had all the money in the world....
I would be happily married by now...hehehe as if....
God knows me well, and wants me to slog my years out...ehmmm...well that should be the way now..no more wonderlands, suhaini! work your butts on your assignments...sigh...i have one assignment due tis fri and i have not touch on it yet........anyway, today's suhaili's big day! i wonder how she would look like today...mesti lawahnye...going to her place after magrib and after my dearie boyfren finishes his work...tell you more about him...he has been working from morn till nite for the past five days and we had not been meeting each other for long.....do not talk abt talking over the phone cos we seldom do that...time2 remaja bolelah bergayut on the fone..so you see here...felt so like i do not have a bf......luckily he's accompanying me today...

Ps: i've put up the pics on the celebration...(didnt i told you that i was a patriotic soul..hehe..even Selina was...hehe...enjoy!)

2004-08-05T19:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

As usual i'm back frm my DISE course..its so draggy man! cant believe i nearly doze off just now while listening to DR RAMA lecturing...luckily there was LINDA by my side offering some cola sweets to keep me wide awake if not i'll be dozing off to some never ever land.....
and tomorrow comes....
as usual i'll be reaching school at about 7.00am...
do some admin stuffs...and at about 7.45am the flag raising ceremony will start...
we will be having some national day celebration tomorrow...so no school for the students and no work for me! yey! and no course for me too! double the yey!!after some singing and games..i'll be going for a lunch date wit my collegues..and then home sweet home.....being a proud Singaporean, i'll be wearing red tomorrow...to show that i'm one patriotic soul...yar as if! dont worry i'll upload some pics ya!!

....and now my search for my GUCCI shades, which is nowhere to be found in the premises of my room starts.........

deliqate!

2004-07-31T10:38:00.000+08:00

IM BLESSED

Im blessed to have my dearie colleagues, Ms Hanzar and Selina, to be around and by my side when i had that minor setbacks in school...thanks so much! without you i dont think i would be able to stand up and look up and be different me...and thanks again for giving me the strength to teach in TS again....
Im blessed to have my dearie colleagues, Linda and Anson, to hold my hand and walk with me thru the hardships of DISE and furnishing my dream and goal as a Special Ed Teacher..
Im blessed to have my dearie lecturers, to guide an motivate me during lectures...
Im blessed to have my students with me, to make me smile and laugh on my bad days...
Im blessed to have my frens, to share shop eat and laugh...
Im blessed to have my famiy, to provide me with the love and care and comfort i need all this while...
Im blessed to have my dearie boifren, to challenge me wit my thinking, to love me as who i am, to wake me up from my wonderland.....
and lastly im blessed to be in the good HANDS of ALLAh.....Amin.....

Dedicated to all of you....
I LovE you So much....
Without you my world will not be complete with light..

2004-07-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

COUGH AND FLU BUG

Im down wit the cough and flu bug..that shows im lack of antibiotics..God why? I feel so terrible..coughing badly and my lungs are hurting.. but today was much better..yesterday was worst..i nearly used countless packs of tissue paper and i feel so bad cos i might spread tis bug to my otha coursemates...somemore it was on our first day of course..my! im leaving a bad impression to them...ehmm...maybe i lack of exercise or maybe i dont eat healthily or even worse its both of them...sigh
but anyways, tumpang my aunt home and straight met my dearest darling....hehe...Ate at seoul garden and it was my turn to treat him now...tell you he ate like nobody's business.."Can you get me rice?""I feel like eating the sushi, can take for me please?" and then he smiled broadly....me being his gf-cum-waitress had to entertain his nonsense since i was sick and cant eat as many as he can..sigh again..so bad of me to talk behind his back...hehehe..but still i think we or in fact i spent quality time yesterday..went home quickly ate panadol and cough syrup and minutes later i realised i was off to my dreamland.........zzzzz..
since the course had started...i think i will have eye bags and dark rings around my eyes frm now..I met SITI today during my lecture...cant believe she's my module mate..its a collaboration of Dip Ed and DISE students and i wont be surprised if i bump into DIN again....and well i did today and surprisingly he 'acknowledged' me...well..well..well..surprise, surprise...but watever...ehmmm.....got assignments and date or should i say DEADLINES to meet............
Got anugerah today and i have to watch it.....I miss my baby oredi cos didnt get to talk to him for one whole day.........

..TIRED

2004-07-24T11:04:00.000+08:00

PAY IS IN

My pay is in already!!! yee-hah!..
dunno wat to splurge on...still having thoughts...
but anyway i'm meeting my aunt at tkc lata @ 1.30pm..we'll see wat interesting things that I could buy..
Yesterday I went for my DISE orientation..a different one from Monday's.. met my lecturers and course mates.. a lot of them came from Rainbow Center.. as Dr Lim stated (he's so sweet...awww) we are the biggest batch that NIE has ever taken in.. so wat can I say?? there are bound to be competitions among us...ehmmmm...sigh but wat ever it is ..i'm gonna have a super-duper shopping spree lata...chiao!

2004-07-22T16:05:00.000+08:00

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

My bonus and pay will be in tis sat..what am i going to do wit it??ehmm..no idea yet..
might put some in my joint acct wit him... pay my sis for the bills in aussie..(wow! its so much! everything accumulated to a nearly $250) might go for some retail therapy..hehehe.. dunno le..what should i do?? he is goin jb tis weekend and i'l be alone in spore...actually there's a quite a list of things i could do you know..

to TKC to shop for some new clothes
to BARCODE to get a pair of black leather shoes
to ARAB ST to look for cloth
to BUGIS ST to get a funky and cheap watch
to POPULAR to buy stationary for my course which is starting soon
to Pasir Ris Park to chill
to finish up my weekly lesson plan
to eat and gain kilos
to sleep and have a good rest..

well what should i do??

deliqate-asks

2004-07-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

BUSY BEE ME

Hey ppl...im back to blog...ya! i missed blogging....
ok.. i just got back from school.. quite relaxing for tis week cos nothing much to do..
many events happened for the past two days....
Monday- went to NIE for orientation and going again tis fri..There were so many people...
Future educators hahah! then met DIN...who is he you must be wondering...well MARLIA and SITI if ur reading tis...yes its the DIN that you know...ok come back to DIN.. he can be known as my ex-date..even though we only went for once...hahah but that was in the past, he's too famous to be considered a fren..he's attached and im in love,so well... he was surrounded by many ladies so didnt approach him... went back to school wit my two other collegues, Linda and Anson..Received news, one of my students passed away...Faizal.. 'the beloved Faizal'.. always remember him as the smiley of L4/4..coming for my IT lessons wit always a simle on his face... had never ever given me problems...always eager to learn something new..was touched when his good frens actually carried the coffin to the cemetry...
He died of cancer...a painful death.. but GOD loves him more..
to FAIZAL, may you rest in peace, child, AMIN...
then comes TUESDAY....
(which was yesterday duh!)
L3/5 received a preach from me early in the morning.. hahaha preach ya! telling them how death awaits us..how life can be so unpredictable..how regretful and solemn we can be when the person we love is gone... and all faces turn white..
then I went back home as usual... met my bf in the evening...he's giving me a treat since he just got his pay...after dinner went to look around for rings..saw a pair, fell in love wit them and we bought...
cost us (actually him)...$500++ for both...i like my ring so much...mine has a unique shape wit diamonds..while his is wit a little diamond in the middle..ahhhh.... cant wait for the day to wear it...imagining the ring on my finger gives me the feeling of secureness and anxiety and little bit of fear..why? im goin to live my life wit him..my entire life.....but can i? ehmm....
thats secondary for now...

deliqate so happy

2004-07-09T15:10:00.000+08:00

YEE HAH!!

I had my observation..it went smoothly today...didnt have any loopholes..but eventually the lesson went a bit too fast.. it was planned as an hour lesson but the pupils took half an hour to complete it..well maybe it is just too easy for them...My HOD comments went like this, "in overall view, the lesson was ok. you were creative enough to use that aids in your lesson. you have good rapport with your students..but you can do better by telling me the objective of your lesson clearly.." yar! =( i had forgotten to include the objectives of my lesson in the lesson plan...how can I forget such thing?? damn! but well ppl, he said as an untrained teacher, i was pretty good...hahaha!!!!alhamdulillah!
so i went back home feeling a bit relieved...went for my 'window-shopping' therapy for while..haha saw tis cool bag from ESPRIT...and it has 30% discount!!...told Madi abt it and he said he will get it for me when he gets his pay....YES!!! but i feel bad making him pay for it..he gotta save you know...(but its a golden opportunity)aiyah! we just see how it goes...
nw suhaili, my course mate in SP, invited me for her engagement in August...ramai org eh tunang dis yr.. ..the other one was shima..but i didnt attend hers..got to go somewhere last minute...but saw her pics in frenster..she looked lovely...!!so fren, happy engagement!

..deliqation to a fren..

EHMMM...

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2004-07-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

LESSON OBSERVATION

tomorrow will be the day Miss Su be observed by her HOD..damn!
i've worked my lesson plan...bought the candies..done up the worksheets...
what else?
the only thing that worries me now is the kids...I hope they wont create last-minute
problems for me...ehmmm...I'm yet to see Mr Yong (my principal) cos he deadly wants to see me...just what does he wants....sigh
Anyway i'm doing Graphing/Sorting/Counting wit them tomorrow for my observation....will be a bit of maths and english...why the combi? well maths to count and english to answer...hahaha...
yar! a change in my blog...some pink and purple..wit a diff of pics if you realise...
got to wash up now..eat and then meditate peacefully...

peace-to-d'qate

2004-07-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

NO MOOD

Came back feeling so lethargic and emotionless..
Wat have i done in school? Until he has been eyeing on my actions?
Is it because of my lesson plan? just wat?? aiyah...dahlah three of my students create problems for me.. added to tis.. i'm just so not in the mood to talk now....yar! including him... "can I go and play soccer tonite"? how can he asked me such a question when i'm in this kind of mood...shitlah!! arrgghhhh!!!!!

Anyway I watched spidey yesterday...sigh...

2004-07-05T14:57:00.000+08:00

YOUTH DAY

Its YOUTH DAY today...and i'm staying at home with nothing better to do than to blog...
just got bk frm tm to book tickets to a spiderman2 show for my aunt...its so packed wit ppl...!!!aiyah! tot of watching too wit him after werk but then the ticks are selling fast...might watch tmrlah...dunnolah...im so not in the mood now...no mood to talk and do anything...so many things on my mind...
I just dunno how to convey things to him...feels do dilemmatic(is there such word?)but wateva it is lah....
Need to do my stupid, long-winded lesson plan which has just been formatted again....
****sigh****

2004-07-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

TIRED2 ME!

I just came bk frm my school's performance at Toa Payoh Hub...
Actually just helping out Selina wit her hip-hop performers...
Get them ready and everything....my!
"alah miss su takyah pakai lipsticklah..."
"alah miss su mesti pakai topi ke?"
claimed ramadhan one of the dancers...a good dancer he is i must say...so being the prominent figure in the team..i made him wear a Michael Jackson's hat.

there were otha performances to put up by our kids...like bhangra and percusion and not forgetting the choir too...then mit up my good frens at taka for dinner at saibah's cafe...
the cafe is located at bussorah st..its a family investment...
thou i feel a bit different wit them now...no common conversations between us anymore...
i just go wit the motion...sigh

2004-06-29T17:23:00.000+08:00

TIRED ME

just came bk from school..
has been a tiring two days....
too tired till i went to school late today...i would usually wake up at 5.30 every morning but then it was 6 today...
i think i work myself out yesterday..haha cleaned up my room..
move some things here and there..assemble my TV table...now i can watch vcd in my room peacefully without having to fite wit my sis....thanks so much to my dearie...he helped me to do everything...yeh! he came down to my place after work...=) love u so much!!!!

2004-06-26T14:16:00.000+08:00

QUIZ ME!

Green

You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

2004-06-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...
a new bloggie for me..some changes here and there..
like to share wit u the Nike sneakers i bought...
--->

dunno if its ok...comments please..
it was a long day in school..had a long meeting..
about IEP's,weekly lesson plans,progress reports..
so much things to be done when the term starts...me going to have my DISE course soon..
MY!!
well i chose this career path and shouldn't whine abt it..
suddenly afta deep thoughts, i realised i've not been reaching out my potential as a Special Ed Teacher..and being the determined ME, i will drive myself to be more communicative,intelligent and a NEW Miss Su when the term starts...

230604's post

Just finished my Multimedia Webpage Design course at Selegie Rd..It was a three-day course..and here I am alone at Ubi driving Center waiting for Abg..ehmm..
listening to 'Naughty Girl' by Beyonce while enjoying the breeze coming frm a half-working fan..before coming here,went to TKC to have some 'window-shopping' therapy and saw some nice berkats for my engagement but its a bit ex i must say..
Yar! i'll just tell Abg bt it and see wat he says..Its for his side actually..but dunnolah...
I was just wondering,is this his Practical test or just a lesson?? He is doing his 'S' course now..(I guess)
I feel like going to the LOO now...cya..

_deliqate-writing_

2004-06-20T13:41:00.000+08:00

I hear the sounds of the 'kompang' somewhere..
it must be from some orang kahwin nearby....
....
Hey!
I'm back...from my aussie trip..
missed hm so much..
it was so fun ppl!!! took rides at the 3 worlds (Movieworld,Seaworld and Dreamworld)..shop like nobody's business at the factory outlets..tell you its so cheap!!!
should have brought my debit card...went to Hinze DAm, Mount Tambourine, O'Reilly's..rode a horse(hahahah) crazy man! my first time thou..but when you know the tactics its much easier.."..if you want to go right,pull the rope to the right..if you want to go left,pull it to the left..if you want to move kick its body.." thats wat Aaron,the cowboy,said..haha well he's not that good-looking..but the other cowboy,Steves,is..hehehe..took photos with him..(naughty2 me)

Its cold down there...about 17 deg..but it was colder in Cherrabah, the place where we had our farmstay...
we bbq marshmellows and had campfire at nite..it was cool..the stars were like so near to you..

Back to the shopping part...
We went to billabong's warehouse..nike factory outlet..etc
grabbed myself a pair of Nike shoes,cost me S$70..isnt dat cheap?? and another pair for my sis since I didnt get any gift for her b'dae...
a cream Billabong skirt
a blue,orange Billabong crochet top
a Roxy top
2 Rip Curl bags
a Roxy wallet
a pair of striped pants...but tell you my elder sis was much crazier than me...she bought an uncountable amount of tops and skirts + caps and bags...her credit card bill should rise tis month..haha

for him, i bought a Quiksilver shirt and another pair of printed t-shirts..
didnt know wat to get him...keychains for my friends and students....

well it was an unforgetable experience...
...and its time for me to doll up myself cos i'm meeting my bf lata...cya..

2004-06-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

..hahaha i got tis somewhere..

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:	Beauty
In a survival situation, you:	Fight, but reluctantly
Your hidden talent is:	Endurance
Your gift is:	A loving heart
In groups, you:	Are the entertainment
Your best quality is:	Your creativity
Your weakness is:	Your timidity

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2004-06-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

ok its not as if I have nothing to do than to blog every moment..
I NEED HELP!!
so zul or marni(or anybody) if ur reading tis..i need help in
1) uploading my pics to my blog..cos i tried to and it either becomes too big or a background image..just hate it when thingd go wrongla!..
2)creating an album for my pics..(uploaded my pics oredi but they just dont come out!!)
*sigh*

Help me ya! you can tag me or just SMS me..zul you know my no..to marni..get it frm zul ya..or if you dont receive my reply..write something in ur blogs and i'll read them..

THX! so much..tell me wat to get you in Gold Coast ya and i'l try to get them for you k (not the expensive2 onesla)..Owe you guys big time!

-deliqately_pleading-

2004-06-08T18:04:00.000+08:00

I'm not a perfect person..
As many things I wish I didn't do..
But I continue learning..
I never meant to do those things to you..
And so I have to say before I go..
That I just want you to know..

I've found a reason for me..
To change who I used to be..
A reason to start over new..
And the reason is you..

I'm sorry that I hurt you..
Its something I must live with everyday..
And the pain I put u through..
I wish that I could take that away..
And be the one who catches all your tears..
That's why I need you to hear..
.................

-deliqate_singing-

2004-06-07T13:45:00.000+08:00

hey ya!!
i'm looking for some nice skins but couldnt get thru it..
nw..just finished cooking for my boifren as he did not bring his wallet to work and has no $$ to have his lunch..well me being a thoughtful gf *wink2* (self-complimenting again)fried macaroni for him..(hope it tastes nice ya dear!)

i have to finish up packing for my aussie trip..
still have loads of clothes and necessities to bring along..
it will be a 10 day trip to Gold Coast, a few days of farmstay..yeh!! gonna miss him and hm....esp the food here..
(wondering what will he be doing in s'pore?? *sigh*)

met him yesterday,gonna meet him today,tomorrow and wednesday..he is sseing me off on thursday well.. that wont be as bad as leaving him w/o seeing him at all hahaha..
ehmm..gonna shop as much there..spend happy moments wit my family and of course! my cutie2 cuzzies..before the term starts..before the hectic school term starts (actually!)
so babes..take gd care of yourselves ya..
baby..gonna miss u!! *muakss*

-happily_deliqated-

2004-06-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

hey ppl..i'm in for the second time..
guess you can see the boredom in me!!!!!
sigh..
nw got tis frm somewhere..might want to share tis wit you guys...
tis is intereting thou..

=============
WHAT'S YOUR BODY TYPE?
Ectomorph(thin)
=>Tall and thin with long arms and legs
=>Ballet dancers, runaway models, long distance runners
=>Like who??? UMA THURMAN

Endomorph(shapely)
=>Shaped like apples or pears with a higher than average body-fat percentage
=>Like who?? ANNA NICOLE SMITH and KATE WINSLET

Mesmomorph(toned)
=>higher muscle-to-fat ratio than most
=>Short with stocky arms and legs
=>Excel in power sports like soccer and softball
=>Like who?? MADONNA and ANNA KOURNIKOVA

and as for me...mine is ENDOMORPH....
check tis out!

-deliqately......

2004-06-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

IM REAL you know ppl...!!!
hahahaha..actually i dont believe in all tis...out of sheer fun thou..
i'm beautiful in my own way..
haha..self-complimenting..
aniways im just bk from school..even thou it was just to give my colleague her stuffs..(considering the journey ppl...its soooo damn far! tampines to redhill..)but then throughout the journey got to see a lot of characters..ppl rushing to work, for seats..inconsiderate ppl..ppl pretending to be asleep..
Why are there so many pretenders in tis world??? sigh..
my loverboy is playing soccer tis evening wit his colleagues while ME, MYSELF and I will rot again at home...coffee anyone??
i shall sneak out and have some retail therapy then even thou my karma said its not wise for me to spend tis week....BUT i need to BREAK FREE....*sighing again*

-deliqate-

2004-06-04T13:05:00.000+08:00

i got tis from marni's bloggie...hehe thx sweetie! i owe you one big time..

S	Simple
U	Unreal
H	Helpful
A	Appreciative
I	Important
N	New
I	Influential

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2004-06-03T09:28:00.000+08:00

me back again.....
erm..where can u get nice beanies? ppl help me..
been to bugis market but what you can get there are like those
ah-lians wearing..if you know of any place drop me a tag ya...THX!

-sleepy_deliqated-

2004-06-01T13:29:00.000+08:00

i engineered tis....ya!hehe...stealing some time to revamp my bloggie..and how isit people?? pink and purple goes well together ya! i just finished drawing out fruits for my colleague,selina..Selina if you are reading tis im done! Went out to tm with him yesterday,tot of buying a pair of gola shoes...after moments of arguing wit him(cos he said its not nice)i decided not to buy them....sigh...but its nice thou ppl..esp its orange in colour..
tot of going bk to school today........cya!

-boredly_deliqated-

2004-05-29T16:12:00.000+08:00

ehmm....
started the day wit fights and more fights..
why must my heart overrules and overrides my mind??
I hate it so much! I dunno if its my fault....I know its not..
sigh......
Love is so complex...
Love is so blind..
Why must i be trapped in the cohesion of love?Why?
Why??

_deliqately hurtful_

2004-05-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

hey babes....
my bloggie is done..thx a million to my cuzzie who came over tis evening jus to help me engineer everything back...thx ah zul...yup! his name is zul..and he is just seventeen..a computer freek i guess..well zul if you are reading tis..you got a sweet gf!!!!haha
Well now..im just home from ntuc bought stuffs for tomorrow's class party..just wondering what games should i play wit them????ehmmmm...sigh..yar!tomorrow coming back to school after a long rest given by the doc.....BUT! im looking forward meeting my tormenting pupils..hahaha...missed them so much!

-smiling_deliqate-

2004-04-30T18:26:00.000+08:00

me just testing

2004-04-26T16:35:00.000+08:00

just got back from school.. feels a bit wired up...
yar...my first doing all tis..but its kinda cool ya.....but will try to get the hang of it..cos if i'm bored i can pour out my thoughts here..hahaha...gotta check out othe stuffs in here.......
tata..

_deliqately sighing_