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IM BLESSED
Im blessed to have my dearie colleagues, Ms Hanzar and Selina, to be around and by my side when i had that minor setbacks in school...thanks so much! without you i dont think i would be able to stand up and look up and be different me...and thanks again for giving me the strength to teach in TS again....
Im blessed to have my dearie colleagues, Linda and Anson, to hold my hand and walk with me thru the hardships of DISE and furnishing my dream and goal as a Special Ed Teacher..
Im blessed to have my dearie lecturers, to guide an motivate me during lectures...
Im blessed to have my students with me, to make me smile and laugh on my bad days...
Im blessed to have my frens, to share shop eat and laugh...
Im blessed to have my famiy, to provide me with the love and care and comfort i need all this while...
Im blessed to have my dearie boifren, to challenge me wit my thinking, to love me as who i am, to wake me up from my wonderland.....
and lastly im blessed to be in the good HANDS of ALLAh.....Amin.....
Dedicated to all of you....
I LovE you So much....
Without you my world will not be complete with light..
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Saturday, July 31, 2004..
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COUGH AND FLU BUG
Im down wit the cough and flu bug..that shows im lack of antibiotics..God why? I feel so terrible..coughing badly and my lungs are hurting.. but today was much better..yesterday was worst..i nearly used countless packs of tissue paper and i feel so bad cos i might spread tis bug to my otha coursemates...somemore it was on our first day of course..my! im leaving a bad impression to them...ehmm...maybe i lack of exercise or maybe i dont eat healthily or even worse its both of them...sigh
but anyways, tumpang my aunt home and straight met my dearest darling....hehe...Ate at seoul garden and it was my turn to treat him now...tell you he ate like nobody's business.."Can you get me rice?""I feel like eating the sushi, can take for me please?" and then he smiled broadly....me being his gf-cum-waitress had to entertain his nonsense since i was sick and cant eat as many as he can..sigh again..so bad of me to talk behind his back...hehehe..but still i think we or in fact i spent quality time yesterday..went home quickly ate panadol and cough syrup and minutes later i realised i was off to my dreamland.........zzzzz..
since the course had started...i think i will have eye bags and dark rings around my eyes frm now..I met SITI today during my lecture...cant believe she's my module mate..its a collaboration of Dip Ed and DISE students and i wont be surprised if i bump into DIN again....and well i did today and surprisingly he 'acknowledged' me...well..well..well..surprise, surprise...but watever...ehmmm.....got assignments and date or should i say DEADLINES to meet............
Got anugerah today and i have to watch it.....I miss my baby oredi cos didnt get to talk to him for one whole day.........
..TIRED
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004..
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PAY IS IN
My pay is in already!!! yee-hah!..
dunno wat to splurge on...still having thoughts...
but anyway i'm meeting my aunt at tkc lata @ 1.30pm..we'll see wat interesting things that I could buy..
Yesterday I went for my DISE orientation..a different one from Monday's.. met my lecturers and course mates.. a lot of them came from Rainbow Center.. as Dr Lim stated (he's so sweet...awww) we are the biggest batch that NIE has ever taken in.. so wat can I say?? there are bound to be competitions among us...ehmmmm...sigh but wat ever it is ..i'm gonna have a super-duper shopping spree lata...chiao!
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Saturday, July 24, 2004..
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WHAT SHOULD I DO?
My bonus and pay will be in tis sat..what am i going to do wit it??ehmm..no idea yet..
might put some in my joint acct wit him... pay my sis for the bills in aussie..(wow! its so much! everything accumulated to a nearly $250) might go for some retail therapy..hehehe.. dunno le..what should i do?? he is goin jb tis weekend and i'l be alone in spore...actually there's a quite a list of things i could do you know..
- to TKC to shop for some new clothes
- to BARCODE to get a pair of black leather shoes
- to ARAB ST to look for cloth
- to BUGIS ST to get a funky and cheap watch
- to POPULAR to buy stationary for my course which is starting soon
- to Pasir Ris Park to chill
- to finish up my weekly lesson plan
- to eat and gain kilos
- to sleep and have a good rest..
well what should i do?? deliqate-asks
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Thursday, July 22, 2004..
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BUSY BEE ME
Hey ppl...im back to blog...ya! i missed blogging....
ok.. i just got back from school.. quite relaxing for tis week cos nothing much to do..
many events happened for the past two days....
Monday- went to NIE for orientation and going again tis fri..There were so many people...
Future educators hahah! then met DIN...who is he you must be wondering...well MARLIA and SITI if ur reading tis...yes its the DIN that you know...ok come back to DIN.. he can be known as my ex-date..even though we only went for once...hahah but that was in the past, he's too famous to be considered a fren..he's attached and im in love,so well... he was surrounded by many ladies so didnt approach him... went back to school wit my two other collegues, Linda and Anson..Received news, one of my students passed away...Faizal.. 'the beloved Faizal'.. always remember him as the smiley of L4/4..coming for my IT lessons wit always a simle on his face... had never ever given me problems...always eager to learn something new..was touched when his good frens actually carried the coffin to the cemetry...
He died of cancer...a painful death.. but GOD loves him more..
to FAIZAL, may you rest in peace, child, AMIN...
then comes TUESDAY....
(which was yesterday duh!)
L3/5 received a preach from me early in the morning.. hahaha preach ya! telling them how death awaits us..how life can be so unpredictable..how regretful and solemn we can be when the person we love is gone... and all faces turn white..
then I went back home as usual... met my bf in the evening...he's giving me a treat since he just got his pay...after dinner went to look around for rings..saw a pair, fell in love wit them and we bought...
cost us (actually him)...$500++ for both...i like my ring so much...mine has a unique shape wit diamonds..while his is wit a little diamond in the middle..ahhhh.... cant wait for the day to wear it...imagining the ring on my finger gives me the feeling of secureness and anxiety and little bit of fear..why? im goin to live my life wit him..my entire life.....but can i? ehmm....
thats secondary for now...
deliqate so happy
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004..
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YEE HAH!!
I had my observation..it went smoothly today...didnt have any loopholes..but eventually the lesson went a bit too fast.. it was planned as an hour lesson but the pupils took half an hour to complete it..well maybe it is just too easy for them...My HOD comments went like this, "in overall view, the lesson was ok. you were creative enough to use that aids in your lesson. you have good rapport with your students..but you can do better by telling me the objective of your lesson clearly.." yar! =( i had forgotten to include the objectives of my lesson in the lesson plan...how can I forget such thing?? damn! but well ppl, he said as an untrained teacher, i was pretty good...hahaha!!!!alhamdulillah!
so i went back home feeling a bit relieved...went for my 'window-shopping' therapy for while..haha saw tis cool bag from ESPRIT...and it has 30% discount!!...told Madi abt it and he said he will get it for me when he gets his pay....YES!!! but i feel bad making him pay for it..he gotta save you know...(but its a golden opportunity)aiyah! we just see how it goes...
nw suhaili, my course mate in SP, invited me for her engagement in August...ramai org eh tunang dis yr.. ..the other one was shima..but i didnt attend hers..got to go somewhere last minute...but saw her pics in frenster..she looked lovely...!!so fren, happy engagement!
..deliqation to a fren..
EHMMM...
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Friday, July 09, 2004..
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LESSON OBSERVATION
tomorrow will be the day Miss Su be observed by her HOD..damn!
i've worked my lesson plan...bought the candies..done up the worksheets...
what else?
the only thing that worries me now is the kids...I hope they wont create last-minute
problems for me...ehmmm...I'm yet to see Mr Yong (my principal) cos he deadly wants to see me...just what does he wants....sigh
Anyway i'm doing Graphing/Sorting/Counting wit them tomorrow for my observation....will be a bit of maths and english...why the combi? well maths to count and english to answer...hahaha...
yar! a change in my blog...some pink and purple..wit a diff of pics if you realise...
got to wash up now..eat and then meditate peacefully...
peace-to-d'qate
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Thursday, July 08, 2004..
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NO MOOD
Came back feeling so lethargic and emotionless..
Wat have i done in school? Until he has been eyeing on my actions?
Is it because of my lesson plan? just wat?? aiyah...dahlah three of my students create problems for me.. added to tis.. i'm just so not in the mood to talk now....yar! including him... "can I go and play soccer tonite"? how can he asked me such a question when i'm in this kind of mood...shitlah!! arrgghhhh!!!!!
Anyway I watched spidey yesterday...sigh...
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004..
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YOUTH DAY
Its YOUTH DAY today...and i'm staying at home with nothing better to do than to blog...
just got bk frm tm to book tickets to a spiderman2 show for my aunt...its so packed wit ppl...!!!aiyah! tot of watching too wit him after werk but then the ticks are selling fast...might watch tmrlah...dunnolah...im so not in the mood now...no mood to talk and do anything...so many things on my mind...
I just dunno how to convey things to him...feels do dilemmatic(is there such word?)but wateva it is lah....
Need to do my stupid, long-winded lesson plan which has just been formatted again....
****sigh****
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Monday, July 05, 2004..
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TIRED2 ME!
I just came bk frm my school's performance at Toa Payoh Hub...
Actually just helping out Selina wit her hip-hop performers...
Get them ready and everything....my!
"alah miss su takyah pakai lipsticklah..."
"alah miss su mesti pakai topi ke?"
claimed ramadhan one of the dancers...a good dancer he is i must say...so being the prominent figure in the team..i made him wear a Michael Jackson's hat.
there were otha performances to put up by our kids...like bhangra and percusion and not forgetting the choir too...then mit up my good frens at taka for dinner at saibah's cafe...
the cafe is located at bussorah st..its a family investment...
thou i feel a bit different wit them now...no common conversations between us anymore...
i just go wit the motion...sigh
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her quote
serendipity.
fate may have swept us away through the times.
but sometimes fate has a strange way of bringing us both together.
.t h e goddess.
suhaini.
23 years young.
engaged.
Ahdee!.
nasty when I want to.
retail therapy.
muslim.
non smoker.
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.w i s h i n g for.
belt
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red pants
black heels
FOX jeans
DKNY handbag
my ideal weight of 50kg
.h e r stories.
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